Numerology... Major Personality Traits...

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Day of Birth -- a brief, first look at your character
24

You are family-oriented, with a gift for restoring and maintaining balance and harmony in relationships.

You are emotional and sensitive and like to demonstrate your love. You have a gift for both the healing and cultural arts.

You can be overly emotional and even melodramatic. You have a tendency to magnify your emotional issues, especially when they involve some kind of criticism of you.

You are willing to sacrifice much to maintain harmony in important relationships. You willingly provide a soft shoulder to cry on or a ready ear to hear out someone's travail.

You are energetic, responsible and helpful, but your sympathetic nature may cause you to interfere in relationships and get you into trouble.

Your artistic talent goes in many directions, but you are likely gifted in acting and drama. At the same time, you generally do well in business because you are systematic, careful, and patient in your approach to business issues.

You can be a bit impractical, however, and need others to give you sound advice. You are a good friend and a faithful companion. You attract sound people to you who gladly advance you along the lines of your talents.
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(Birth) Life Path -- your natural tendencies, abilities, and attitude toward the world.

1 - New beginnings, creative thought, new opportunities and individuality.
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[9] Destiny (Expression) -- the purpose, goal, and direction of your life; what you will tackle and manifest

Communication, friendship and partnerships play a large role in the lives of people with 2,3 or 9 as a Destiny Number. If you have such a Destiny Number you will need to work at developing acceptance, honesty, social skills and insight.
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[8] Heart's Desire -- your inner motivation and most cherished values; what you choose to undertake
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Personality -- your outward appearance and how others see you; what they define as you Habit

Personality Number is 2You appear friendly and unpretentious. You have a soft and warm exterior. People are drawn to you because, among other reasons, you appear warm and unthreatening. Your dress is neat and clean. The opposite sex is attracted to your gentle and attentive nature, yet senses the passion beneath your surface. You have sex appeal. Exercise is important to your appearance and to promote the level of strength you radiate. You are very patient and understanding, and a wonderful listener. You make others feel important and loved. You are sensitive. You are a peacemaker. Arguments leave you drained. People sense your desire for harmony. But you must avoid being the blank tablet for others' projections. People may underestimate your strength, but this is a mistake.
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Realization -- the sum total of your Birthpath and Destiny; your achievement in this life

Birthpath [1] + Destiny [9] = 10 -- 1 +0 = 1
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The Pinnacles -- the environment, people, and opportunities indicated in the four phases of your life

[7 = age 0-29] First Pinnacle: The First Pinnacle develops your character. It is there for very personal reasons. This is a time when we develop our egos and define our sense of self.

[9 = age 28-36] Second Pinnacle: The Second Pinnacle represents the summer of life. This pinnacle influences our relationships with our family members and the way we direct responsibility where others are involved.

[7 = age 39-47] Third Pinnacle: In the Third Pinnacle, also known as "middle age", we mature and enter the autumn cycle of life.

[4 = age 51 on] Fourth Pinnacle: The last Pinnacle wants to bring rewards and opportunities to use the knowledge gained through our life's experience.
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Your Personal Year is what you must accomplish during the course of the year.

PERSONAL YEAR 6This year centers around the Home and Family. You can buy, sell, or redecorate a home or other properties. Your focus is on Personal Relations......Marriage..Divorce.... Affairs. Others will need things from you. Your family members are in focus. You can cement great friendships and find new and long lasting ones. (for year 2006)

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Days.... Unsure.... Losing...

hi.. how are you? it's been a while that I haven't write here... =) I wasn't home these days, I was at the hospital to look after my grandma.... even though that I feel sleepy I still want to write because I miss writing here...

Days really past so fast and next week will be the mid-week of February... and I am still on job hunting... >.<>

In life, we never know what will happen tomorrow... the feeling of unsure really worries me... I really hope that I can control my emotions because when I think about that... not only worry I feel but also hurt because I am afraid of losing.... well, I guess that always happens when you really love a person... ^^;

sleepy head...

I'm still sleepy right now because I didn't sleep last night. I was looking after my grandma at the hospital.

Yesterday, my grandma got confine in the hospital because of her condition... and guess what?! my grandma is already 100 years old~ ^o^ and she's still alive and kicking.... but only her condition make her loose energy... I just hope that she get well soon, because I've been missing the grandma who is alive and kicking... ^o^

And tonight, I will look after her again... but hope I can rest a little because I have skating lesson tomorrw, so I can have a little stamina energize =p well, i'm off to the hospital now~ ciao...

Neul...

u-ri eol-ma ma-nin-ga-yo
ch'a mo-raen shi-ga-ni heul-reo-ne-yo
wae cha-ggu nae ma-mi a-p'eun keon-chi
wae-geu-ri a-p'a-ha-na-yo
hok-shi-ra-do him-deu ni ri-seo-na-yo
wae a-mu-mal-ha-ji an-na-yo

chi-geu-min-de keu-dae a-p'in-de
ma-rae-yeo ha-neun-de na-ye ma-eu-meul
o-raen shi-gan keu-dae-reul hyang-han
ki-reo-deon nae ki-da-ri-meul
pa-bo kat'-jyo hang-sang keu-rae-jyo
keu-rae-ya hae-jyo keu-dael wi-hae-seo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo

wae nal chap-ji a-na-na-yo
wae a-mu-geot-do mut-ji a-na-na-yo
keu-dae eobt-neun nae-ga kwaen-j'a-neul keot kat'-na-yo

chi-geu-min-de keu-dae a-p'in-de
ma-rae-yeo ha-neun-de na-ye ma-eu-meul
o-raen shi-gan keu-dae-reul hyang-han
ki-reo-deon nae ki-da-ri-meul
pa-bo kat'-jyo hang-sang keu-rae-jyo
keu-rae-ya hae-jyo keu-dael wi-hae-seo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo

na al-go i-seo-yo nae-ga keu-dae-ye-ge
ma-ji-ma kan-ga-ji hae-jul su i-neun keo-shi
i-byeol-bbu-ni-ra-neun keot

i-je-seo-ya kkae-da-reun na-ye
mo-ja-ran sa-rang-eul yong-seo-hae chweo-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo i-ma-ri ha-go shi-p'eo-jyo..

To be LoVeD. . . .

I can see your face everywhere I look
but everywhere is nowhere without you
what seemed to be like days was just a momment in time
but it meant the world to me 'cause I knew

What I've been searching for all of my life
I had it right here - in front of my eyes
and what I've wished for was nothing compared
to what I received - when you were here with me

And if you'll never come back
and today was all that we had
and if I won't see - tomorrow with you in my arms
it won't matter because
now I know what it's like to be loved

You're so far away but I feel you so near
it's like you never left me - never said goodbye
I can hear your voice in the crowd
I can feel your touch me right now
I can see your smile when I close my eyes

And I hold on to that every night
to help me understand - when I asked myself why
of all the people out there - you choose be with me
to share a love so rare

And if you'll never come back
and today was all that we had
and if I won't see - tomorrow with you in my arms
it won't matter because
now I know what it's like to be loved

what a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
just to know it's true - there is someone like you
who can make me believe there is nothing I can't do

If you'll never come back
and today was all that we had
and if I won't see - tomorrow with you in my arms
it won't matter because
Now I know what it's like To Be LoVeD

To Be LoVeD. . .

Happy momments at Starbucks....

well, at last I got the pics at my 23rd birthday... the last place we go before we go home... our happy momments at Starbucks...~

sorry the right menu links will be on the lower right for a while... ^o^

Worries...

yesterday's converstaion gives me worry today... and facing the fact I cannot stop worrying because I am scared of what will happen next... and hope what I am thinking won't happen... because I really really love him and I don't want to loose him... I didn't show it to him yesterday when we were together because I don't want him to worry about me....

But if that will happen, I might get hurt again... but if he is really not for me... I have to let it go... But...

我只想要...

怎么說忘就忘記 這甜蜜的過去
被思念包著厚厚的糖衣
不想再為了你傷心 這最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢結成冰

承諾變悲哀 悲哀因我被愛
悲哀是因為你不在我
好想抱著你訴苦 卻顯得好無助
無助的讓人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起
朝著幸福走去 像戀人般的簡單甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么輕易放棄 說你忘記

我想這一定是報應 都怪我太貪心
才讓你頭也不回的离去
黃色絲巾是想念 在樹上被風吹
孤單的 孤單一個人無法沉睡

承諾變悲哀 悲哀因我被愛
悲哀是因為你不在
我好想抱著你訴苦 卻顯得好無助
無助的 讓人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起
朝著幸福走去 像戀人般的簡單甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么輕易放棄 說你忘記

愛情怎么會讓每顆心都碎

我不再相信你 卻又慢慢想起你

sharing.... happy momments... and story to tell...

Today, I go out with my friends and I really enjoy it.... although medyo nakakapagod hehehe...

a story to tell...

Recently, a friend of mine open up her feelings that she's been keeping within these past few months. Let's call her in the name of "angela". There was a guy she likes, let call him in the name of "cream-o". Kinda funny pero that what's she calls him... hehehe....

Lately, she tells me that she's in-love with cream-o na daw... but cream-o doesn't know, kasi siyempre, as a girl, for us, nakakahiya na malaman ng guy na may gusto sa kanila... Know why? kasi magiging advantage yun para sa mga guy(s). She also tells me na, they go out naman pero hindi sila solo, I mean silang dalawa lang, kasama ang ibang friends nila but in a time, they end up being alone nasa likod sila ng mga friends nila tapos kwento kwento... tapos sabi niya, they enjoy each other company naman daw, either thru text or chitchat.... on her feeling, the guy gave a few hints na, that he kinda like her and she gave him a few hint to let him know...

The reason why she doesn't tell me muna kasi she thought na mapipigilan niya ung feelings niya for him pero vise versa ang nangyari the more she loves him right now and she doesn't know what to do... for her kasi, bumabagsak pa rin sa isang point, cream-o doesn't know her feelings for him...

To Angela, My story to tell naman... ^o^

Well Angela, sad to tell we're on the same boat... There's a guy I like, let's call him in the name of "Oreo" =p kinda funny din noh? Well, we met I think 2 years ago... acquaintance lang nun that time, we met each other from our friends lang... that was the time that we were about to watch movie. For that 2 years long, we were really just acquaintance, no more no less kasi we don't text or chat that much naman. it started last year, I didn't realize when I started liking him. The time that I realize is because I tend to become silent and shy when he's with us if may labas kami....

Then it started na madalas na kami magusap ni Oreo, he brighten up my day... we also go out with our friends and end up the two of us at the back talking and chitchatting anything. We enjoy each other company and I also felt that he gave me some hint that he like me and I also gave him a hint that I like him also, but I stopped. But I still treat him the same as a friend and as a guy I like. But same like yours, sad to say that Oreo doesn't know about my feelings for him...

Angela, this is what I am doing right now.... The only thing I can do now is to give him time to realize that I am here loving him... maybe he needs time... Right now, this is what I can say also, "I will wait for him to realize but if he is not really for me, I have to let him go...." And know what Angela, I know I don't have the right to say this kasi ung ibang tao dyan mas maraming beses na ma-feel na main-love at masaktan kayasa sakin. But still I want to tell you this, this is the second time that I have this feeling na ma in-love, it really hurts talaga pero we have to face it, what ever the consequencea are... that's what you called love....

That's life~ Hay... ganyan talaga pag in-love >.<

10 days to go peps, Happy Valentines day~

What a DaY....

hay... what a day... today is quite tiring day and a lot of unexpected things happen... ngayon inaantok while writing this journal... because I want to drop by something here... =)

So here it goes, on my ice skating lesson this afternoon, I accidentally kick my coach T_T with my skate shoes because I was about to fall, gladly hindi ung toepick but quite near there... the problem is I kick near the center bone of the leg which is a BiG 'OucH' so my skating lesson move to next week... Second, when I was going home natapakan ako sa LRT T_T buti na lang hindi takong.... whew~ I am wearing sandals kasi...

But then again, although a quite tiring day I still have fun... like talking with him =p and meet new friends in ice skating like Chester (which I call him KuYa Cheeseter or KuYa Cholo Cheester) and JoHn T., kaya daw JoHn T. kasi daw may JoHn A. na sa figure ice skate, which is true, si John T. kasi sa hockey =p well, they're fun to talk with naman at nakakatawa talaga... specially when Kuya Chester and I were talking, mga chismax sa skating about vicky and others. and ito ang sa lahat na nakakatawa, lahat na kwento na namin tapos hindi pa namin alam ang pangalan ng isa't isa... sabi pa niya "lahat na kwento na natin, age, school tapos di pa natin alam ang pangalan natin ng isa't isa, maghulaan kaya tayo ng pangalan" I was laughing really hard halos nakayuko na ako... hehehehe...

And tomorrow I have Nihongo Class, wish me luck =D

February...

Febraury... another month of the year...

as of the momment, I am still on hunting... good luck for me... and to all people in the world, hope you have a great month this Feburary... ^_^

I really miss him so much, even though we have communication... the problem is... he doesn't know.... oh well, it's really hard to be a girl... hahaha...

Missing Trio...

When I was moved to other shift... again, I was back alone and quiet, the usual me when I was in sir Vic shift... I was moved to Noel shift, with other pepz like Joan, Leng, Lhai, Jed, Lerx, and Tansu... and there I learn how to adopt and adjust with the people around me...

At first, I was always alone... either eat alone or still working on something... basta ako ang naiiwan... pagnagyayaya sila magdinner, lunchout or going home with them, either may ginagawa ako or I go alone.. kasi nga in that time, di ako mahilig makihalubilo sa ibang tao... Because of Noel; Leng, Joan and I became close as in close that's why we are called the "Dudung's Angel" and they treat me so nice as in nice talaga that no one ever treated like that to me... well, in school... pero siyempre iba pa rin sa working environment a.k.a. real world. =p super bonding yung shift namin until I moved position... naging busy kasi ako sa work ko and also Joan she was also moved position na naging busy kaming lahat. After Noel leave... we took care of each other and protect each other as much as we can.

But not long, we got separated and that was very sad T_T after separated, we got separate shift and there was one time Leng and I got into an arguement that break our friendship. I was very sorry but it seems that the friendship cannot heal anymore. Frankly to tell, I was hurt but I don't want to let her know so I just kept the feelings for myself. I just wish that one day, our friendship can go back the way it was, because I miss her so much....

Now, Leng, Joan and I got separate ways... I wish we could still have a conversation like the way we use to be and the closeness like the way we use to have... I miss them so much...

-- Missing Trio...

新年快樂

大家好﹖今天是農曆正月。。。新年快樂 ^_^ 我沒做什麼特別﹐只在家裡看煙火。你們呢﹖ 我希望你們的新年快樂過的好。。。

新年快樂。。。

Bring back memories . . .

When I was working on my previous work, I was alone (syempre, wala pa kasi kakilala) and serious. What I do is just work and go home. My first boss was sir Vic, he is the one who polish my skills and build up my confidence. Even though that sir Vic was strict, he was reasonable naman. Some people don't get close to him because he was sarcastic at that time. At first, I was scared too... sir Vic was too discipline and I do what he told me because I felt that if I make mistake I would get scold... but hey~ my intuition was wrong, although that he is strict and sarcastic he has his own way of showing how he care for a certain person ^_^ I learn a lot from him, he is one of the reason on what I am now and I am really thankful. We got separate ways now, but I will never ever forget what he has done to me...

We usually change shift every month, I was moved to other shift because I cannot make for the schedule that is assigned to me. That is the time I meet new people and new friends and learn new things...

Happy momments...

January 21, 2006. I celebrated my birthday with my friends... it was dinner... a guest that I didn't expect that she will come because I thought that she cannot come... =D We ate dinner at Wai Ying then go to Starbucks for drinks and some chitchat... although medyo maloko ang mga topic and pinagtripan ako >.<

It was fun and enjoy, kahit iilan lang kami (budz, garu, fulbz, marc, venessa, chard, jaz) this is also one of my most happiest momment birthday celebration that I will never forget. Thanks for comming guys I really enjoy your company ^o^

生日快樂。。。

今天﹑是我的廿四歲生日。。。又老一歲了。。。我的願望沒什麼特別﹐就是希望我會找到一個真正的工作﹐希望我的生命中有進步﹐希望我每天會跟我的家人和我的朋友快快樂樂的生活。。。^_^

我還要跟大家說謝謝。 沒有你們﹐沒有我的今天。。。

真的很謝謝。。。

想他。。。

有一個男孩﹐我們認識有三年了。。。 我們有出去過幾次﹐可是不是只我們兩個啊。 有些朋友跟我們一起出去。可是﹐知道嗎﹖我不知道什麼時候有這種感覺。。。不管什麼﹐他每天在我的腦中和在我的心裡。。。我不敢跟任何人說﹐因為我感覺不好看﹑因為我是女孩啊。

可是﹐我不在乎﹐因為他做了我的朋友和跟我們一起出去就夠了。我就放那樣了﹐乘下就讓他自己認了吧。。。

真愛 。。。

記憶像遊樂園般精采
我們像對戀人相愛
幸福是應該不會是當然
只怪我們都太貪玩

思念像雲朵般柔軟
而你靜靜躺在我胸懷
我像是任性走失的小孩
緊緊抱著孤單

我們都曾經明白　也都曾經遺憾
錯過了愛　就難以重來
不要害怕去坦白　怕容易被你寵壞
忘了該與不該

到哪裡找回真愛　找回所有遺憾
愛的真相　就能夠解開
多給我一些片段　拼湊未知的意外
失去記憶最初的愛

我是被你遺忘的精采
你卻帶著記憶離開
心跳是我們唯一的呼喊
提醒我們曾經相愛

你的笑像陽光般燦爛
小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱時給了我溫暖
誰也無法取代

但我們都曾明白　也都曾經遺憾
一旦錯過　就難以重來
不要害怕去坦白　怕又容易被寵壞
忘了該與不該

到哪裡找回真愛　找回所有遺憾
愛的真相　就能夠解開
多給我一些片段　拼湊未知的意外
失去記憶最初的愛

魔法

This is a cute inspired song by 183club

Yeah... I know how it feels when I see you smile
輕輕 你靠在我胸膛 Yeah
有一種奇特的力量 不能抵擋
我開始亂了步伐 心還傻傻忘了跳
或許愛就是這樣 讓我甘心被你融化

看著你微笑 有一道光芒
打在我身上 像一種魔
法是你無心佈下的愛情圈套 讓我為了你瘋
狂迷人的微笑

Woo baby
輕輕 你開口說了話
像陣風吹進了心房 微微的發燙
或許愛就是這樣 讓我心甘情願被融化

看著你微笑 有一道光芒
打在我身上 像一種魔法
是你無心佈下的愛情圈套 讓我為了你瘋
狂迷人的微笑

我像被施咒的青蛙 無法控制的就愛上他
不敢多做掙扎 難道這會是場夢嗎

看著你微笑 有一道光芒
打在我身上 像一種魔法
是你無心佈下的愛情圈套 讓我為了你瘋狂
迷人的微笑 (When I see you smile)
打在我身上 (I can't deny)
是你無心佈下的愛情圈套 (I can't define it)

These feelings deep inside of me
I can't live my life without you
When I see you smile
When I see you smile

失去記憶。。。

有人跟我說過﹕『人沒有以前的記憶﹐整個人生等於重來。
這或許是上天要你停下腳步。
要知道﹐這不是每一個人都有的機會。。。』

在人生中﹐我們都不知道會發生什麼。。。明天﹑後天﹐我們都不肯定會發生什麼。。。所以﹐現在我要用這個機會跟大家說﹕“我愛你們”﹑“謝謝大家對我那麼好”﹑“謝謝﹐你們給我那麼好多的記憶”﹐我永遠不會忘記你們。。。

真的謝謝。。。。

愛情。。。

終於找到了愛﹐還會有痛苦的感覺。 可是有些人以為找到愛就夠了。 找到真正愛不是那樣的結束﹐才是真正的開始。

看你哭著轉身就走 我卻不知該說什麼
是我害你一個人難過 每次想到我就好心痛

為何命運如此捉弄 愛在手中又逃走
想說愛你卻開不了口 在你面前我變得懦弱

到底怎麼了請你告訴我 讓我相信
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去
明明相愛卻不能長久 最後還是無法去承受

心若死了要怎麼救 想你恨你只更折磨
白天黑夜不停纏著我 每次想到心就會喊痛

到底怎麼了請你告訴我 讓我相信
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去
明明相愛卻不能長久 最後還是無法去承受

Do you want me I need to know
Can you feel it let it show
I can't hide it deep within myself
Everytime I look at you I know

到底怎麼了請你告訴我 讓我相信
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去
明明相愛卻不能長久 最後還是無法去承受

到底怎麼了請你告訴我 讓我相信 (讓我相信)
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去 (揮之不去)
明明相愛卻不能長久 (愛不能長 oh)
最後還是無法去承受 (我無法承受)