... work ...

why I always have dumb decision on work? No matter how I try my best to avoid of being dumb I always get that result in the end. I just wish that I could avoid that one day. I didn't cried in that time when that happened. I just blame myself for my dumb decision and dumb work but why when he called me and ask for an apology I almost cried?

... sibling thing ...

guess in this life we can never be close.... since we were kid we never get close we just go for casual laugh only because when we get close we only get our conversation heat up and we don't agree on almost anything. Though I tried many times but i think there's no way anymore. I tried but I doubt you ever see it or felt it. Yeah yeah~ I know, no matter what I do or even the world round counter clockwise or the sun sets the other way around you are still my family and I cannot change that... but what I want to say that, eventhough we are family we can never be compatible for each other...

.. what a day ...

it's already end of the day and I thought I have done a lot of good things and in the end it turns out not... and I did the most dumbest thing in my work... I have deleted one of the folder files of our pmx and uhr.. gosh... it's really bad and I felt bad. Though my boss said it's okay... but still it reflect on my work duty.. I just hope I won't be doing that second time....

Tomorrow is my exam again on Nihongo Foundation and I wish I pass the test.... wish me luck...

... Labor Day ...

Good day everyone in the world... Today is the the first day of May and it's Labor Day... How's your Labor Day there in your country? I hope you guys are enjoying your labor day as well :) Here in the Philippines, some of the store are not open... well of course, it's labor day... but some store is also open. Today is the showing of Spiderman 3 and I am sure all the cinema here are loaded @_@ hahahaha... and it's a rest day for me.. thought I am here in the computer shop of my friend and not in the house... because house is sooo depressing.. aside from no internet a lot of people in the house... and tomorrow is normal day again loh~ back to work again... I hope you guys are enjoying your labor day :) Have a happy Labor day~