Missing a lot

These past few weeks, with no internet at home i've been missing a lot of updates, by updating my blog, preparing my upcoming website, updates from my friends and other up coming events. PLDT really fail a lot and I had no internet connection for 16days and still counting, I still haven't refund my 10days downtime last month @.@ Now been thinking twice to cut the line off and switch to SUN Broadband. And now, waiting for my friend to have me test on my location =D

And also, I've been missing a lot of best moment, by taking best moment pictures, 'cause I had been not bringing my digital camera for some time, 'cause I still don't have a good bag. I mean, I had already bringing a lot of things already and my digicam can't fit in T_T that's why sometimes I left my digicam home. But after what had happen these past few days by missing a lot, I will bring my digicam starting tomorrow, even my bag gets full XD and even my camer have a battery problem. Nothing makes me happier by capturing all the best moments happening to me everyday~

Have a ice long weekend guys~ Hope I can a good one too =3

August 09, 2009 - one happy day~

why I said it's a one happy day? 'cause I get to see my old friends and spend time with them again, see some familiar faces again, happy to see my friend 'cause she's okay now~ though she's on recovery period and happy to see her family again =3

Get so see my old friends and spend time with them again -- I really missed them 'cause we haven't seen each other in a while due to busy on work and watched movie together was our routine when we had our free time. And last Sunday was the time again we spend time and watch movie together again after a long while~

See some familiar faces again -- As you guys know, now I am quite active this time at cosplay events, after my cosplay, I was given a chance to organize a fans day and since then I got another chance in helping coordinating an event. And I am very happy in doing that~ seeing people enjoying the event made me happy. And being one of the coordinator, I met a lot of people, like Azrael, get to meet RG again and also get to meet the sisters again, and meeting new people like Adrian (adrian014), Berny (geloy), JM (danceofeternity), Reshaydee, etc. and I am happy to see them again, 'cause I enjoy their company =3

Message to Edj : take care always and have a rest when needed =D

Happy to see my friend 'cause she's okay now and happy to see her family again -- Yeap! I really am! I really am very worried when I saw her post on plurk and also when JM texted me about it. Edj was hospitalize T.T it's really sad and I really felt worried and me wanting to visit her. But I respect her 'cause she don't want other people to visit her 'cause she said that she's pale XD but for me, whatever she looks like,she will always be pretty and beautiful, inside and out =) And seeing her last Sunday, I really felt relieve and happy 'cause she's okay now~ though she's on her recovery period =3 and I am happy to see her little sister Ashley and her mom, Tita Jing and her dad Tito Ed again~ and I realize that I missed them so much 'cause I don't see them a lot 'cause they live quite far ='C but still seeing them for a certain time and spending time chatting with them means a lot to me. Get the chance to introduce them to my dear friends, can't introduce Edj to them 'cause she's busy having photo with other people~ but I know there will be a chance for me to introduce her to my friends~ I know the chance will come =3

Total in all, it was a one happy day for me~

Here are some picture I grab


picture with Alodia Gosiengfiao as Baroness of G.I.Joe. Picture grab from Alodia's Deviantart



Edj as Baroness and Rommel Sales as Snake Eyes, both of them are so cool! =3 picture grab from Alodia's Deviantart



yeah! ambush!! we rule!! XD
picture from Reshaydee. Picture grab from Aldoia's Deviantart

toxic week + common sense are not anymore common these days

These past few days, it had been a toxic days for me T_T I thought only Monday are toxic days but what had happen to me is 4 days. 4 days on having toxic days was a very pressure and stress days for me. Minor problems that just need common sense and should solve easily still getting into me. It's not that I am complaining about my work, it's just that there are things that we, as an individual, needs to do too. 'cause I have a lot of deadline been piling up in front of me, then here goes the problem that will disturb me from what I am doing. The things that I need to concentrate in order to think. That's why I told my friend that somehow I much prefer working at home or at a coffee shop than at the office, 'cause home has less disturbance than work. It's true that, at home, there are disturbance too, but it's not as major disturbance at work ~.~ home disturbance are bed, tv and food. Office disturbance are somehow related to idiotic that even a very patience person can get irritated too. 'cause I somehow consider myself a very patience person. But I'm glad, I manage to survive these kinds of pressure and I can sense more pressure work will come up in a short while.

Like things I don't get use to do seems like I need to it this time and life will become more busier than ever.

My phrase for the week was "common sense are not anymore common these days"

Aftermath - Stereophonic : another shoot at Pixels home

Another fun and great time with other people at Pixels home. I am very happy 'cause get to meet ate Miks, ate Lu, Dense and RJ and get to meet new great MUA (Make Up Artist). New concept shoot to try again. Trip was long from Manila to Marikina and shoot time was long but it was a worth while. Fee was worth it! Anto was my MUA and Mycke was my Hairstylist, they're really great! and other MUA and hairstylist, I really do enjoy their company, hope to meet and see them again on our next shoot at Pixels home~

one of my picture of my shoot at pixels home, more shoot at my photo album~

Anyone know?

Hi guys, anyone here know where I can buy Japanese Fashion Magazine here in Philippines? Like CanCam, Fruit and Vivi, but preferably Vivi Magazine.

Thanks~

07-26-09 - rainy day

whole day rain and almost got stuck on a mall ~.~ glad someone can fetch me =D but this is a fail day for me T.T went to 2 mall to check and look for something but fail to have them 'cause either they don't have stock or none ~.~ I just hope tomorrow will be a good day for me =3

let's exercise every morning =3

A re-post, saw this on a blog of a friend of mine Potpot

Isn't it cute? =3

it's been a while

It's been a while that I had post here... sorry for not updating that much... 'cause I've been very busy on my current job. Been doing double job 'cause we will be expanding a new group. And I will be under going provationary in handling the new group. I just hope I can surpass this challenge on my work. Besides, 'cause I'm having trouble on my personal life.

Harry Potter 6, The Half Blood Prince movie is getting near,

wonder where and when will we watch. And who will watch with me...

Rain of Tadpoles Strikes Ishikawa

Ishikawa was recently witness to a strange weather recently: a rain of tadpoles with a chance of fish.

Residents claim to have heard unusual noises overnight, and woke to find tadpoles littering cars, sidewalks, and yards. Neither meteorologists nor local officials can explain why the Japanese prefecture was subject to this kind of precipitation.

The event occurred once again on Saturday in a nearby town, with tadpoles found in a 300-square-meter radius, apparently ruling out some bizarre prank.

Then, on Tuesday night, small fish are said to have fallen from the sky nearby in yet another Fortean meteorological mystery.

“I’ve never seen anything like this before,” a meteorologist said. “We have no idea what caused it.

”It is not uncommon for waterspouts to develop, which may pick up and carry small aquatic vertebrates such as these, but no other precipitation was reported along with the falling creatures, and neither were conditions favorable for waterspout activity. Each of the three sites are however located on or just inland of the ocean, not that tadpoles are known to lead a marine life…

credits : pinktentacle.com

another busy day~

Today is another busy day for me, but I am not complaining =3 'cause I quite enjoy it, 'cause I learn something new, though sometimes I don't like, lol. Sometimes when I think of it, I feel excited at the same time scary 'cause it's something new that I will do for the first time of my life. I just hope I can make it and won't disappoint them. As for my testing of mail server still have the same no progress ~.~ 'cause there suddenly got meeting with one supplier at the server room, but I am not blaming them 'cause I also have a meeting with other supplier too =3

And I really don't know why, these past few weeks or I can say already a month, my personal life is not stable ~.~ I just hope that I can surpass these challenges and survive. Why o why~

Good Night then~

what a day ~.~

And again, it rain again today, and this time it rain the whole day, not like past few days, it rain only at night. But still I can feel the summer even it is raining, I can still feel the hot air ~.~ Saw the news tonight, it says that there's not threat of storm coming but just always be ready to have umbrella with you 'cause there will still rain coming up anytime.

Today was also a busy day I can say, the testing haven't done ~.~ still can't work it properly =.= I just hope before I go to Sagada, the problem will also be finish, so I can take my rest =3 Had a little severe meeting 'cause there'll be a lot of changes starting today till the up coming year and I realize that a lot of project is falling in line for me =.= I just hope that I can do it =3 Ganbatte!

Hope you guys had a great day today =) Good Night~

updates . . .

Things had changed a lot ever since last week, task in my job was added and pressure also had been added but glad I am surviving each day.  And as for my personal life, it get messed up too ~.~  I thought I'm not gonna survive but glad little by little I'm getting up where I fall.  I'm glad 'cause somehow I am able to pull myself together, little by little the situation are getting back and I am back but this time things will be different now.  Even me will be different, as people say, "time change, people change" a.k.a. time change people.  and it really is true, time really can change people and it's A LOT.  From my job, to my social life and to my personal life, it will be different.

As for my personal life, things really got messed up ~.~ and I thought that it will end, I almost got myself a deadend, 'cause I can't think clearly anymore... but glad things work out.

Today, it was my frist time to intervew an applicant.  I'm nervous 'cause I had never interview other people but people who are the one interviewing me =p  But as time flies, I felt normal =D and glad I did I well.  But the only thing is this is also the first time I fail an applicant ~.~  it's sad but have to face it and have to move on.

Life must go on and I still need to finish cleaning up our server room, do some policy and procedure documents and the new JD's

Have a nice weekend guys~

mix aftermath

tidbits aftermath will be a mix post, and it all about my new experience last march to april. =)

March was the starting point of my new experience and it was being one of the organizer for Alodia Fans Day for the E-games event.  And I never thought that BOGS will choose me.  Well, of course, it's Alodia, I mean, when BOGS announce that Alodia will have her fans day, Im sure there are a lots of fans will message BOGS and will volunteer.  But of course, I also post at the topic that I can lend a help if he needed one, since posting and trying won't hurt anything. (^^,)v  Days has past and I haven't receive any reply so I was thinking maybe BOGS got someone already, so I just told myself, there can still be next time.  Weeks had past and I suddenly got message from BOGS and he asked me if I can lend a help.  Then I told him, "sure I can! and It's an honor~"  so I got in as one of the organizer.

But I really never thought that being an organizer will be that very busy.  Well, since I am a working person already, and I have to manage my time with my extra / personal activities.  Me, BOGS, Kuya RG and Azrael was very busy in our own activity and ways.  We usually communicate through e-mail for updates.  And there are a lot of challenge on our way when we are preparing for the fans day.

Alodia Fans Day had come, it was on April 04, 2009.  I was so nervous.  Assist people and working with our volunteers and organizers.  I felt so tired when the day end but I can say all the busy things I've done, it was worth it!  and then again, I would like to thank you my co-organizer BOG, Kuya RG and Azrael, to the Volunteers, Adrian, JM C., Geloy, Jemina, Mayeth, Gian Carlo. it was nice experince working with you guys~ and if there will be any part 2 again for Alodia Fans Day, hope to work with you guys again~  And also thank you E-games and Family Gosiengfiao for supporting us and giving us the chance for the event to happen.

News flash with e-games, it happen so fast =3  When we (me, kuya RG, Froy and with the e-games guys) are on our way to Gosiengfiao's house, we did some kind of news flash thingy XD and it was fun I can say.  'cause I miss it somehow doing that, hahaaha.  At first I was shy 'cause I don't get use to do that again but 'cause of e-games guys and kuya RG, they push my courage and finally I did it! but somehow but with some fail 'cause we are laughing XD  I just hope kuya Tarce erase those NG moment, hahahaha.  I can say it was fun!  Got to do new things again, aside from just doing IT services hahahaha.  And hope I can do the news flash thingy again, even though just for fun =p

My experience at Gosiengfiao sweet home...

I know it's very late but they say, "better late than never~" Kuya RG, Froy (the winner of Memorabila contest for Alodia), ate Grace, Glenn, Trace and me, will go to Gosiengfiao's home for the coverage of 'Date with Alodia. And it was my first time to go to their house. The trip from E-games office to Gosienfiao's house was fun. While on our road trip, we had our news flash "kuno" XD at the van. Biruin mo, ako pa ang napagtripan, kala ko nung una sila Trace lang and Glenn, bigla ako binenta, amfufu! XD but I can say I had fum and had a great experience =3 ang saya nila kasama, even though first time lang kami magkakasama =)

When we arrive home, the usual, news flash "kuno" we did before we enter their house, I just hope hindi ako nagkakalat XD

When I saw their house, biruin mo just outside, the structure was great! Si Glenn makulit lang nga XD everytime he saw something slant that can make someone slide, he can think of something funny and it is really funny XD and back to the structure of the Gosiengfiao's home, gosh! I told myself, this was the kind of home that I want! the sturcture and everything! Along came the Mother of Alodia, Tita Jing who welcomes us to her sweet home~ we had few pictures outside =3

When you enter their home, wow, you can see Alodia's collection, and it's so amazing =3 as they welcome us to their entertainment room, my eyes was like @.@, I was so excited and happy to see the figures she got! only one word I can say "AMAZING", just to clear this, the word "AMAZING" that I use, is a word coming from a person who really adore Alodia's collection and was really amaze by the arrangement of all those collection and not envy =p

As we go up at their 2nd floor, there I saw Alodia's paint, "Unlock" was displayed on one of their wall and it was so beautiful. And also, on the second floor, there you can see Alodia's work place. Gosh, it was very well arrange. Call me wierd or whatever, but when I saw the place, I can feel the hardwork of Alodia. I can imagine how she work there. and I really can feel the presence there.

As we go up again, it was their very top floor already. When I went out the glass area of the pent house. I say "WOW!!" cause the view was sooo great! you almost can see everything and I mean it literally EVERYTHING XD At that time, it was sunset and it was so beautiful. But of course, back to the original business. The venue of 'Date with Alodia' was on their top floor. They had their food cook and the food was awesome! and delicious! We had some chitchat with the family and they was so down to earth! So friendly and accomodating.

And before the day ends, we had a few preview of Final Fantasy Advent Children (the 2009) video that Kuya RG show us, it was cool! and I have to watch it! =3 and then Alodia had also play the Demo Game of Final Fantasy XIII. Gosh! Lightning is so hot! =3 The game was cool and that makes me wanna buy a PS3 XD

At the end of the day, I really did enjoy when we are at Gosiengfiao's home. But what I really did enjoy was their family company. Not the Alodia's Collection, 'cause I was only amaze and I really adore those figurines. Alodia really have a great family and I did know a lot more about Alodia. And about the things that are going on right now to Alodia, about the AHC? gosh! for me they're just envy of her. I wish they know Alodia first before making those judgement. See the whole picture first before doing anything that is not good. Alodia deserve something more and what is happening to her career right now, I can say it's a going up arrow and she deserves it =3 'cause she really deserve all the good things and happenings in her life.

I wish her all the best in life and also her happiness *HuGs*

A warm welcome from her family I got, and they're great! they're fun and loving! and also Fun to be with~ and I hope to see them again~

*sorry for my poor english, since I just want to say what I really want to say and what comes in to my mind and I want to practice my english; and for me, maybe I can start practicing here by posting blog* (^^,)v

Fun personality test

Got this from my friend Cid, and i was curious about the whole site and the test were interesting and fun XD

Try it even just for fun =D >> here <<

Personality Test

Got this from my ototo Cid-kun

After answering few questions I get this answer....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:>

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.<

The right job for you:<

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

source : quizbox

Try this test, it's fun =)

photo with Alodia -- join now

What tree did you fall from? Me? I fall from ELM tree =)

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? Find your birthday and then find your tree.

*this is really cool and somewhat accurate...

Dec 23 to Jan 01 --- APPLE Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 --- FIR Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 --- ELM Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 --- CYPRESS Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 --- POPLAR Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 --- CEDAR Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 --- PINE Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 --- WEEPING WILLOW Tree
Mar11 to Mar 20 --- LIME Tree
Mar 21 (only) --- OAK Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 --- HAZELNUT Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 --- ROWAN Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 --- MAPLE Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 --- WALNUT Tree
May 01 to May 14 --- POPLAR Tree
May 15 to May 24 --- CHESTNUT Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 --- ASH Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 --- HORNBEAM Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 --- FIG Tree
Jun 24 (only) --- BIRCH Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 --- APPLE Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 --- FIR Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 --- ELM Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 --- CYPRESS Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 --- POPLAR Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 --- CEDAR Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 --- PINE Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 --- WEEPING WILLOW Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 --- LIME Tree
Sep 23 (only) --- OLIVE Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 --- HAZELNUT Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 --- ROWAN Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 --- MAPLE Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 --- WALNUT Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 --- CHESTNUT Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 --- ASH Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 --- HORNBEAM Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 --- FIG Tree
Dec 22 (only) --- BEECH Tree


TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) --> quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attractive, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) --> extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, likes to play with fate, can be very egoistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) --> has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch Tree (Inspiration) --> vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) --> of rare strength, knows hot to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) --> of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) --> strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) --> pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) --> very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children an animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir Tree (Mysterious) --> extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours of work, rather modest, talented unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) --> charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) --> of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) --> intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but nit before trying it change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) --> no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) --> robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) --> loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, expressive, well-empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) --> loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self-esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) --> looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confidant, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean towards philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) --> full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) --> unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow Tree (Melancholy) --> likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner, loves to make others laugh.

2 weeks U p d a t e s

it's been 2 weeks already since I update about me again XD well, been busy and having friends with mr. pressure on my work, and these past days have been a hell days for me =.= 'cause there are a lot of jerk people who won't help. i mean, hey we're a team, what the hell are they doing? Just chit chat and laugh around and I can see other people who play sudoku? @.@ while I am rushing and finishing up a problem that suppose not to be mine?!?! and right now, it's already two weeks that I am not on myself. Cannot work properly, cannot think properly, and the worst, my work is not organize anymore! and I told myself, "this is not me! ang kalat ko magwork!" I told my boss, "I can't work with these kinds of people anymore and I cannot take it anymore" My boss says "why you are angry with other peoples mistake?" and I told him "why will I not angry, I get affected, my work get delay, shouldn't I get angry?" and he says maybe I just need to cool down, And I am glad that my boss understands me and grant my request. Saturday, I really slept almost the whole day and hope that sleep is the solution for the release of my burn out and stress. And I hope that this comming Monday, the day I will get back to normal.

updates + unexpected

this week was a tiring week for me, just start of the monday I can almost feel it. I feel the presence of busy and pressure =.= and it really turn out that way... and I can say, this is a very unproductive week for me. But as my friend says, as long as you had done something for our client, that means you have done your job. But how come I cannot feel it? Am I having high expectation to myself? I sometimes want to shout of my colleague already 'cause that person is doing nothing, all you can see is that he's just chatting, relaxing or sometimes much worst you do not know where did he go in the time of in need. Today, i felt the pressure on my work, I felt like there's a lot of responsibility and task that is given to me and I should done all of them right, but due to the severe virus out break on our office lately, all our task had been moved 'cause of that reason. And for me, I have a hunch that laptop is one of the reason why we got infected. And that is also why I don't like those people who want to own a laptop just because they are manager or anything but they are not literate on how to use them properly. They just want to go mobile but don't care if their laptop got virus infected or not and some of the people don't take care their laptop. The most hate part of this, is that, we are rushing around to get rid of the virus but some other people still want to get the time of lax, as if they are not bothered by the situation and they are not affected. I really want to shout them already 'cause they don't know what to prioritize. But because of my boss, I didn't do that 'cause we are just only a small group and I don't want to let other people think that my boss (who is also my friend) don't know how to handle people and why his people had a fight or anything.

as for the unexpected, today, I had my lunch take out from Starbucks =D had sausage roll and venti white mocha frapuccino =D to unwind my stress and pressure of work. The Starbuck personnel was friendly =) and when I was turning around to go to get some table napkin I saw my friend CiD =D he is with his friends and lyron too was there XD I really didn't expect to see them there XD and now I know what car Cid drive XD Honda CRV >=) another unexpected is that while I was walking to go back to my office, someone at a small truck shouted, I was like "Oookaaay~ who was that shouting?" 'cause I didn't hear what he is shouting. And while I was walking to go back to the office, I saw the small truck again and it was park along the side where I was working, then suddenly I saw my old college friend Webster, he was working at HOPE cigarette, as an agent he said. I was really surprise to see him and it was unexpected XD we chat for few minutes and had our seperate ways.

updates and happenning was quite a balance but still if I remember my work stuffs I will nearly go mad 'cause of the situation =.= I'm just glad that I have someone like sweet angel, my friend dogbert and dilbert (the codename we use XD) who I can talk and rant with. Really thanks I have someone special and friends like them =D love you guys *HuGs*

It's late already and I am sooooooooooo sleepeee already.. guess, till again =) will post random picture of March 13, 2009 if have time =D bye guys~ Good Night and have a nice weekend (^^,)v