slow pace....

Hi guys... really sorry if my blog is in a slow pace of update these past few months and weeks... due to my work sched, it was so hectic and really busy. But I promise that I will try my best to update my blog every now and then and I won't stop posting... nothing can stop me from posting... Have a nice Holy week guys ^^v

... Reasons...

We live our life eversince the day we were born, I know that there's a reason why we were born, because there is something for us to do in to this world. Some of us, find the reason to live and to live stronger but does the reason really necessary? Does the reason should always be there? Even expressing your feelings? Do we have to have a reason to express our feelings? and should be acceptable by others? And if not acceptable by others you lose? I know life is unfair but why? well, I know other people will say 'that's life, so life sucks' but why it have to be that way? Some other people will say that, maybe that's the way how they care or concern about you... but why they cannot feel that they are already hurting that person? If they really care about that person they should also know and feel how the person feel... I just hope... I just really hope.... that one day... one day... that will come....

Heart shape for you...

Heart Shape to all the people in the world... Hope you guys did enjoy your Valentine's Day :) as for me I did enjoy =) Happy weekend ^^v

Happy Heart's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day to all people all over the world ^^,v hope you enjoy your Valentine's Day with your love ones

1 day to go ^^v

Hi guys, I guess some of you with couples or not are excited about Hearts day~ and it's only 1 day away, well.. here in the Philippines :p I just wish all of the people in the world that hope you guys enjoy your Valentine's Day~

February -- Month of Hearts ^^v

February is also knows as the months of hearts and as for me, I still have a lot of work stuffs to do =p and I really need to finish it asap or my boss will kill me xp~ just kidding boss, if you ever pass by my blog =p I wish a lot of people will be happy on the hearts day and enjoy their day with their love ones =)

Day 05 sweet angel apart

well, technically today is day 5 already because it's pass 12am of wednesday lah~ XD well, days are still the same for me but after I heard your voice last Sunday night, I feel much better and I somehow become worry free. But of course you cannot let me feel a little worry because you are apart me, I always think of you, like how are you doing there? Area you okay there? are you eating well there? and many other things. As these past few days past and somehow we have our communication quite back to normal, I am very happy that you are okay there and you eat well :) well, about the hotel thing... hmm... maybe you just got out of luck XD but still I want you to live well there. After we have our chat last night (because today is already thursday lah~ XD) I feel much better and better because you're okay and very fine there and I am happy that you are eating and living well there, but there is only one problem... I miss you so much my sweet angel.. hope I can see you soon :)

Day 1 without sweet angel....

I thought it would be easy but I realize today, it's not... I know it's just a week but I already misses him so much even at this moment. This really makes me sad, somehow I want to let myself get busy on my work so it won't let me feel sad for a while but my heart can't, right now my heart is getting even with my brain. This is what I am, when my heart speaks I brain can't work properly, I hope I can survive this.

And as for you my sweet angel, I will always pray for you to keep you safe always....

2008 lah~

Though it's quite late lah~ but still better late than never =D welcome 2008 and in the beginning of the year, I wish all the people in the world to have a great 2008 ^^v and as for me, wish me luck on my life, my age of + 1 and also my work XD~ take care guys :D

few days to go

it's 4 days to before Christmas and it's my last day of work as too :D Though I will still be going to office on the 26th-28th because I'll be teaching dance for our company dance competition, wish me luck :D and also, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of the people in the world :)

December days...

month of December already started and I haven't been posting for a while because of busy schedule of my work... TT_TT Rainy days sometimes come sometimes go here in the Philippines, you can feel the cold days already, but this year is not just a normal cold but a so cold December. Can this be related to the Global Warming that other people are saying? hmm.. well i hope not because I don't want be the end of the world XD Well have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year guys :D

Love.... and Work...

Guess when you really love someone, you will do anything for them even it sometimes hurt you or makes you sad... let's change topic =D about my work recently? Well, it's starting to get pile up again because of license sorting @_@ and I get dizzy for that T_T well, wish me luck for that T__T

As days pass...

Days really pass so fast and it's already November... only few days and it will be December loh~ and my company again says that we'll move around start of December, well... All I need to do is just to wait for that day because who knows the date might moved again :p And about work, a lot of stuffs have to be done and it's already top of my head lah >.< Even maintaining this blog is quite slow again lah and with my BH family is also fading lah and I don't want it because I love posting and writing thing and stuffs that I learn all in my life and all the memories that I've experice. ^^v

Well, this is all I can say as of today... I hope you guys will have a great start of the week... take care and god bless... and to my BH family, love yah and miss yah all ^^v

Busy days...

wow~ it's been a while that I didn't post here... sorry, because I've been busy these past few weeks... but don't worry I will make it up next week... hope you guys have a nice weekend this week ^^v

2 day big responsibility....

Day 1 : It was a big big responsibility that gave it to me , last Sept. 26 and 27, 2007. We are only 3 in the office, because our other personnel have other seminar, training and technical to attend. 1 HW, 2SW and 1SRD. HW is the most major service in our Department, because we only not entertain service internally but also externally (for our stores). A lot of people been calling here and there and I was really been running around all over our work place. And in the afternoon, something happened. One of our AVR that is supporting our UPS for our 3 Server got problem and I get to change another new AVR first. Then after 5 minutes, we smell like something is burning and I realize that it was the new AVR that we change is burning, 2 servers are already down and the major server is still continuing but nearly going dead. My full concentration was on that server because our server cannot go dead unless we really do no have a choice. Then at last, i found the solution. But while I was on my momentum, this person shock me up that make me angry and shout at him and I almost cried because I suddenly burst out. I was really really mad at him during that time, because I cannot find the reason why did he do that for? To change the mood? it's okay to change the mood but not during that time, it's not proper.

Day 2 : Pressure still on me, because we are still lack of people. but I was able to handle the situation in good condition and I am satisfied on that day.

RESPONSIBILITY is really a challenge in me, because if you ask me.... I am not a responsible person, even my friend says that I am a responsible person, because that is how and what I feel. This is me, i know what I feel and I know what I do. But in this work, i think i must push that inorder to survive >.<

!@#%!@ really happens >=(

guys, sorry about the word that I will say but sh!t really happens when you are just living in your own and quite world. Because someone hacked my yahoo account and guess what?! He or She is asking load from the people in my ym list. Here's my story, it's 4pm today and I'm at my office, I visit my dentist to have some checkup and after an hour that I get back (so that makes it 5pm) I got sign-out on my ym. I didn't mind first, because I though that our internet just got intermittent and I got sign-out then when I log-in for how many time and my friend starting to text me about something "Are you asking for load?" I said no and I told them that I have a hunch that I got hack. And after I have log-in a lot of times, that i have proven that I got hack. My friend was asking me, who is that person and why will that hacked me? I said, I cannot think of anyone because my account is just a year and half old; and I also do not know the purpose of that person @_@ I just wish that, whoever hack my account will get his/her karma it time...

...Rain...

Rain reminds me of who I am and what I am before. Rain gives me the sad feeling but I don't mind about it because that is the way i grow up. Everytime when it rains, something sad always happen to me at the same time. Yesterday, when I got home around 8pm, it rain so hard and it remind of me of what I am before, but I am not sad... that's the only time that I can reminisce what really I am.

at last... first wish came true...

at last, one of my wish came true. And this is it!!! ^^v I reach my first ever wish :D It's really hard but also same time happy. Guess, when you want something in life (like things, goals, etc.) and when you work hard for it, it really feels great. I hope I can have my other wish come true :D

I am really happy that because at last, i got my first wish. Know why? because I like taking pictures and capture every good moment in every chance that I got :D more pictures to update here i guess? ^^v

Troma part 2?

Oh my~ what happen O.O I didn't expect this to happen.  We ICT Group go out at the same time and our boss suddenly come to our room and all she can see is an empty room >.<  and when I get back I hear from my other department says that our boss is looking for us and she look frustrated ('o') and I rush to her to make it up but it didn't happen but I am still glad that she didn't get mad at me, instead she talk to me seriously regarding our issues and our work style... and yes, she has a point.. I feel so shame about that... but know what's more trouble?  My people, don't want to listen what I am saying and even how I feel.  Guess, that's why I don't want to be boss all along because I am not so strict at people and people don't listen to me....

1 and 1/2 year and still going strong... choices...

wow~ days really past so fast and look at us now... still going strong and I am very happy to tell all the people in the world that you are the greatest guy I've ever met in my whole life.  My other friend says that, that is just now because we'll never predict what will happend in the future and know what I've told them?  Furture is for us to decide and the only thing we need to do is to stand on our right decision and make the right choice in life.  In life, we make a lot of choices, some are wrong and some are right.  But it's still the point of view of each individual, what if person A has a choice and he feels its the right choice? but other says it's wrong?  In life, we have our own choices in each of our own point of view.  That's why in life, you cannot dictate that persons choice because you are not the one who holds the life of other people.  And we stand by own choices.  That staying with you for the rest of my life is my choice, giving you up not easily is also my choice and Loving your for the rest of my life is my feeling for you to the end and I will stand my decision till the end.  Happy Monthsary my dearest and Love you very much, always and forever *HuGs*

I am happy with my life and I hope other people in the world are also happy like me spending time with your family, friends and loved one.