2 day big responsibility....

Day 1 : It was a big big responsibility that gave it to me , last Sept. 26 and 27, 2007. We are only 3 in the office, because our other personnel have other seminar, training and technical to attend. 1 HW, 2SW and 1SRD. HW is the most major service in our Department, because we only not entertain service internally but also externally (for our stores). A lot of people been calling here and there and I was really been running around all over our work place. And in the afternoon, something happened. One of our AVR that is supporting our UPS for our 3 Server got problem and I get to change another new AVR first. Then after 5 minutes, we smell like something is burning and I realize that it was the new AVR that we change is burning, 2 servers are already down and the major server is still continuing but nearly going dead. My full concentration was on that server because our server cannot go dead unless we really do no have a choice. Then at last, i found the solution. But while I was on my momentum, this person shock me up that make me angry and shout at him and I almost cried because I suddenly burst out. I was really really mad at him during that time, because I cannot find the reason why did he do that for? To change the mood? it's okay to change the mood but not during that time, it's not proper.

Day 2 : Pressure still on me, because we are still lack of people. but I was able to handle the situation in good condition and I am satisfied on that day.

RESPONSIBILITY is really a challenge in me, because if you ask me.... I am not a responsible person, even my friend says that I am a responsible person, because that is how and what I feel. This is me, i know what I feel and I know what I do. But in this work, i think i must push that inorder to survive >.<

!@#%!@ really happens >=(

guys, sorry about the word that I will say but sh!t really happens when you are just living in your own and quite world. Because someone hacked my yahoo account and guess what?! He or She is asking load from the people in my ym list. Here's my story, it's 4pm today and I'm at my office, I visit my dentist to have some checkup and after an hour that I get back (so that makes it 5pm) I got sign-out on my ym. I didn't mind first, because I though that our internet just got intermittent and I got sign-out then when I log-in for how many time and my friend starting to text me about something "Are you asking for load?" I said no and I told them that I have a hunch that I got hack. And after I have log-in a lot of times, that i have proven that I got hack. My friend was asking me, who is that person and why will that hacked me? I said, I cannot think of anyone because my account is just a year and half old; and I also do not know the purpose of that person @_@ I just wish that, whoever hack my account will get his/her karma it time...

...Rain...

Rain reminds me of who I am and what I am before. Rain gives me the sad feeling but I don't mind about it because that is the way i grow up. Everytime when it rains, something sad always happen to me at the same time. Yesterday, when I got home around 8pm, it rain so hard and it remind of me of what I am before, but I am not sad... that's the only time that I can reminisce what really I am.

at last... first wish came true...

at last, one of my wish came true. And this is it!!! ^^v I reach my first ever wish :D It's really hard but also same time happy. Guess, when you want something in life (like things, goals, etc.) and when you work hard for it, it really feels great. I hope I can have my other wish come true :D

I am really happy that because at last, i got my first wish. Know why? because I like taking pictures and capture every good moment in every chance that I got :D more pictures to update here i guess? ^^v

Troma part 2?

Oh my~ what happen O.O I didn't expect this to happen.  We ICT Group go out at the same time and our boss suddenly come to our room and all she can see is an empty room >.<  and when I get back I hear from my other department says that our boss is looking for us and she look frustrated ('o') and I rush to her to make it up but it didn't happen but I am still glad that she didn't get mad at me, instead she talk to me seriously regarding our issues and our work style... and yes, she has a point.. I feel so shame about that... but know what's more trouble?  My people, don't want to listen what I am saying and even how I feel.  Guess, that's why I don't want to be boss all along because I am not so strict at people and people don't listen to me....

1 and 1/2 year and still going strong... choices...

wow~ days really past so fast and look at us now... still going strong and I am very happy to tell all the people in the world that you are the greatest guy I've ever met in my whole life.  My other friend says that, that is just now because we'll never predict what will happend in the future and know what I've told them?  Furture is for us to decide and the only thing we need to do is to stand on our right decision and make the right choice in life.  In life, we make a lot of choices, some are wrong and some are right.  But it's still the point of view of each individual, what if person A has a choice and he feels its the right choice? but other says it's wrong?  In life, we have our own choices in each of our own point of view.  That's why in life, you cannot dictate that persons choice because you are not the one who holds the life of other people.  And we stand by own choices.  That staying with you for the rest of my life is my choice, giving you up not easily is also my choice and Loving your for the rest of my life is my feeling for you to the end and I will stand my decision till the end.  Happy Monthsary my dearest and Love you very much, always and forever *HuGs*

I am happy with my life and I hope other people in the world are also happy like me spending time with your family, friends and loved one.

First time work on Saturday

Sept 1, 2007 was my first ever saturday work at office and guess what? it's cool and I can concentrate more than the usual. Well, the reason why I go to work on that day is because I need to finish some work stuffs and yes I finish it on time and I am glad that they liked my work :D

Linux makes me mad @_@

Linux really made me mad @_@ hahahaha.. but though I enjoy it 'cause at least I learn new things aside from windows? :p but Linux really gave me a lot of hard times because I am not good at DOS type of application because Linux is much more on DOS Type. In my current work, this is my first time hands-on in Linux and somehow it feels great (because I learn new things) and hard (because it give me hard time to learn, need fast research all the time :p) well just wish me luck on my work on Linux :D

It's been a while... -- Lunar Eclipse --

wow~ days really past so fast and it's been a while that I haven't post... really sorry guys... because of work stuffs.

Yesterday; Aug 28, 2007, the world experience Lunar Eclipse. In Philippine times, is starts around 6pm till 720pm but really sad because during that time Manila area experience cloudy and rainy nights.. really sad that I didn't see that once in a lifetime Lunar Eclipse..


But they said that Lunar Eclipse will happen again on year 2010? Will it happen again? We all don't know but I am hoping ^^v

wow~ got approved

yes~! I got approved from Google AdSense. Thank you for my dearest friend jemme for referring me and to Google thank you for giving the chance ^^v Hope this click on me ^^v

17 months...

17 months.. and still going strong and I am very happy I just hope this will go on and on till the future :D yesterday was really rocky and I didn't really meant to cry because of disappointment but maybe because of sadness, I am really sorry for that and making your worry about me. I know you are in to your work, that is why I don't want to interfere but my feeling got over flow. but life must go one and I am very happy to have you in my life though we have our ups and downs I still want to be with you for the rest of my life. Because you accept me of what I am...

72% Addict XD~

haha... a great site that I saw, when I drop by a blog of a friend of mine XD~
72%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?wow~ I can't believe it... got this result after the test... why don't you try it? and see what's your result ^^v

credits : Mingle² + Jehz Concept

xpango.com?

I visited a site that is quite catch :D i don't know if that will work.. but base on the testimonials on the their website, it work... try it... there's nothing to lose ^^V click the picture... no one knows you might get the free gift you want? ^^

About Three Things...

I happen to visit my friends' blog again and I saw this funny questions so I just answer it...

Three Things That Scares Me
1. Lose my sweet angel
2. Lose my family
3. Lose my friends

Three People Who Make Me Laugh
1. sweet angel
2. jack, jhez
3. salvador, mavs

Three Things I Love
1. baking
2. Graphic Designing
3. writing blog

Three Things I Hate
1. liar
2. back biter
3. people who judge other just because of their appearance

Three Things I Don’t Understand
1. math
2. physics
3. chemistry :p

Three Things On My Desk
1. Keyboard
2. Mouse
3. Cell Phone

Three Things I Am Doing Right Now
1. working
2. writing blog
3. visiting my favorite BH

Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. Spend my time with sweet angel
2. Spend my time with my family and relatives
3. Spend my time with my friends

Three Things I Can Do
1. assist my boss
2. being resourceful again
3. Hardware

Three Things I Can’t Do
1. be a responsible boss
2. fly?
3. still not a good skater

Three Things I Think You Should Listen To
1. Yourself
2. Parents
3. Trusted Friends

Three Things You Should Never Listen To
1. Untrusted Friends
2. liers
3. Scammers

Three Things I Would Like To Learn
1. Software prgramming
2. Baking
3. Good Skating

Three Favorite Foods
1. Pasta
2. Pasta
3. Pasta

Three Shows I Watched As A Kid
1. X-men
2. Transformer
3. a lots lots of anime

July 30, 2007 -- last monday of the month

1 more day and it's August lah~ days really pass so fast and work is getting harder and harder and I need to work more harder and harder... today was quite tiring day because of installing stuffs and setting up a new network layout for our new building. I just realize now that, thinking such things till the end of your brain is really tiring... glad I have my food supplement with me =p that was my life saver :D I don't feel much stress because of that... I need to work more harder to give them an impression and to leave them with that because I really do not like to be a boss or manager because that is not a type of me.. well, maybe that can be learn but I don't feel like it. But my boyfriend always says that in life, we should go up and stand up inorder to grow... guess he's right...

Day 2 of I2

Today is the day two of my intermediate 1 class of nihongo center foudation inc. and i am very happy that i understand all the lesson that my prof teach, but lessons are getting tougher and I need to be attentive and not be late in class anymore because I'll be missing a lot.... I just realize now, that when you understand the lesson, it made me so happy but I do not know the reason why? Well, maybe it's because I learn new? I don't know... I just wish that I'll be able to understand all the lessons in my class till the end... Good Luck to me guys and hope you have a great weekend.... Take Care

Friday......

yet today is another end of the day and end of the week.. and another day and weeks passed again.. it's the 4th week of July... days really pass so fast and time also flies so fast that cannot wait for us. As for work, it's really getting harder and busier and I cannot have my playtime at office loh... and I need to get serious loh in order to work those stuffs out... really need to focus and concentrate lah~ but I'm really really tired of it... guess, work is really that... need to face all the challenge in work and life. whenever I got home these, I always go to sleep for few hours to get my energy back then eat dinner.. I wish I still have the same energy when I was still in my teenage days..

3day blog in one =p

Last Saturday (July 21) My first day of class in Nihongo Center Foundation Inc. in Intermediate 1 Class. Wow~ and I was really amaze on my teacher because he no longer speak Tagalog or English anymore in class TT_TT he speak pure japanese and 1% english if ever and this might be my challenge if I really want to continue my japanese class till the end I must try my very hard to achieve that goal. Practice Practice Practice is now in my mind always and I should do it~! Wish me luck, hello world ^^v I will try my very best to surpass this challenge.

Scared... I thought in y life, I would never be scare anymore but when you're just being quiet there I am starting to get scared because I do not know what you are thinking anymore. I am also scared to lose you 'cause I don't know what to do and I don't know how to go on with my life...

Today, I start to get serious on working and quit playing games now because I want to achieve my goals in life and hope I can do it... wish my luck in my life, hello world :D

Take Care you all~

... days ... weeks ...

days really past so fast.... and it's been days and weeks that we haven't much talk... we have the time during the weekend but it's not enough XD~ and I've been missing you loh~ guess life's really tough and I have to face that challenge. And speaking of challenge, my work also do challenge me and a lot of hard work needed here... wish me good luck....

...choices...

I've watch this movie that I'll always remember... it's about the choices we make... we choose what we can to and we choose what we decide to do. And there are a lot of choices that we can make, we do not know if our choices are right or wrong because of our point of view. Choices also has it's own point of view, that's why we do not know if the choices that we choose is right or wrong. We are the one's who are committed with the choices, the only time we know that the choices that we make is right or wrong because we have our point of view in life so we must think very carefully in making choices.