A Night to remember. . .

It was July 16, 2006; from manila we go to sucat and back to manila... that was the farthest place I travel with you... and it hit 12hours that we're together. We both meet new friends and we are happy to meet them. And I'm also happy because I am with you...

In the car, that what we have that is the most beautiful memory thatI'll never forget... and I will tell you once again that I never regret all the things I've done.

I love you very very much and I'll love you till the end

A Promise Made...

In my life, living for 23 years 5months and 17days... a lots of things happend. Sad memories, happy memories, and pain memories. I've felt all of it... but still I live. Right now, I have this friend of mine.. he's feeling the most painful in his life recently, that never let me(us) know... know why? because he is my(our) sensei... and facing the fact, I do not have the right to know everything happening in hislife... but oh well, masyado akong pakialamera kasi XD~ but true to tell I was very concern when I know that was happening to him. The reason why I felt that way because I not only treat him as my sensei but also as watashi nga tomodachi desu.

July 08, 2006. Today I have this Nihongo exam and I am facing this challenge. a lot of people is supporting me one of them are my parents, sweet angel and my friends =) and I promise thatI will try my very very best to PASS this exam because I do not what to disappoint the people who are giving me the full support and love. And also I do not want to waste sensei Juntaro teaching... And this is a Promise that I will made...

:: july 08 2006 ::

Insight....

of all the things that had happen to us... I Thank you for not giving me up that easily and thank you for always be on my side.. and Thank you for coming to my life..

I also want to let you know that I also won't give you up easily and I will always be at your side when you need me... I never did know that you think that way... Letting me go? I really never do think of that you thought of that.. but I'm sorry to tell you that I do not agree. Even if that happens, I will wait for you no matter how long it will take me, I rather take all the pain challenges than easily giving you up and letting you go.. Remember this, I LoVe you "so" much and I will always love you till the end...

LoVe You So much my sweetest dearest angel...

sorry...

I know I'm such a fool but I do really care and love you... that's why I kept some of the feelings for myself because I do not want you to worry about me. Hope you forgive me on what I've done...

Actually, it's not about boundaries issue... because I don't let that keep our way... It's just that, I think hindi pa tlga maayos ang buhay ko... you've done so much for me and ayan, ganyan pa rin ako... >.< I am really sorry... sometimes ang gulo ko pa rin and you've been so nice to me pa rin... I hope mapantayan ko yung mga ginawa mo...

I LoVe YoU "SO" much and I will LoVe you till the end...

Everything just happend....

For two days (11th&12th June) we've been together and the feeling of I miss you and love you is more than before . . . Things just happen unexpectedly, I am happy because we're together.... having you in my life I have nothing ask for more..

My friend once told me that when I found the one, the more days past the stronger my love will be to that right now... and yes, she's right... I miss you more and I love you more when days are passing by... not only you will build this relationship but I will help you to build it...

I thank you for everything you've done for me... having long patience waiting for me to adjust and everything... this time, I will do my thing as your dear angel... love you and care you with all I can and with all my life... I will always be by your side when you need me... the things that you didn't felt when you were young, I know I have nothing to do with it anymore but now I found you I will fill my love in your life and fill the things that you never felt before... I cannot change the past but I will do everything I can to make you feel loved and happy now in present and until the future...

I know it's too early to say but I want to say this.... when I am in your arms I feel secure and loved... and I feel that we are as one... I love you very much my dearest sweetest angel of my life

Unexpected. . .

Yesterday was our special day and it's already our 3rd Monthsary I really never expected it... our love grew stronger and stronger.... I don't know what to do when I'm without you.... and I really do not know what will happen to me when I haven't met you... guess the long life wait is a worth waiting... and..

Guess in life, Expect the Unexpected... ^^v

Love you my dearest sweetest angel of my life...

I found you...

May 23, 2006. The day we talk... the conversation... for I will never ever forget... you really gave me a lot of happy memories that I will never ever forget... guess making you cry not always feeling sad but also the feeling of happy...

For you are my one and only that I will love till the end of time... till next life... you and only you I will find and love....

The Future.... A Challenge...

"Future" a word single word, but no one can ever fortell... and it's a challenge for us...

Even you tell me that... I am alright... don't worry, I will be fine... for you... I will try my very best. I will take all the challenge, I will face all the risk... just to be with you.... It's a challenge for me.... :)

New Life... New Chapter Beginning...

A New Life... A New Chapter Beginning...

Today is my first day at Primer Groups under the Primer International Holdings and Management... Although that we are only less than 10 here, they still give me a warm welcome and I am very happy of what they did.... I hope I can stay long here in this company ^^;

As a new life having a new job... and I consider this as a new chapter of my life....

May....

Another month have passed... and days really pass soooo fast... and guess what? Here in the Philippines, also have BoA fans club.... and I am very happy to be part of that group =D and also I am very happy to know a lot of intresting people....

Trials. . . Decision. . .

In life... there are a lot of trials... and for me, making decision is a very big trial in my everyday life... making decision is very important and you'll be responsible on the outcome of your decision... and making decision is a very very sensitive case matter... Making the Right Choice and Right Decision will bring us to the Right road... so that is why we must think carefully or make thorough thinking before make a decision...

Waiting . . .

As I was waiting at the bus stop
I saw a lot of people going in and out of the bus
Some with happy faces
And some with tears in their eyes
I fell happy and sad for those people
Not riding in that bus doesn't mean I am afraid
I just don't want to ride the wrong bus
That will take me to the wrong journey

The reason why I always wait at the bus stop
Is to wait for the right person to fetch me
Because I want to spend my journey and adventure
With that person forever
Sharing journey and adventure together
with LoVe and Care...

And I think the day has come
You fetch me from where I am waiting
We finally found each other

Now that we're together,
I am very happy about us, about everything
Because you share your journey and adventure with me
And you accept my journey, my adventure,
And as what I am
I wish time is endless when we're together
Spending our journey and adventure together
With LoVe and Care that never dies

I Love you so much my one and only dearest sweetest angel of my life~
>(^*^)<

.::. March 04.::.

Happy April Fools Day ^-^

Hi there guys~ it's been a while ^_^ Happy April Fools Day =p

These past few days I had an interview(s) and the last two interviews are very cool... I hope I can get either one of the offer... but if you let me choose between two I'll choose the GMLink because I much prefer that than the STech. well I hope I can get these two offers so I can have a choice... wish me luck >(^_^)<

Second Time Around. . .

Falling in love for the second time around. . .
When our eyes met, I saw a spark in you
A spark that is unexplainable
But I didn't mind at all
Because I thought it was nothing at all

As years past, we became close
As we know each other more
I always enjoy your company
I feel happy and secure when we're together
And not knowing I started liking you

I never really thought of it
I never realize that my feelings for you is growing
Until the day came

Then I realize, that the spark I saw in you
Was the sign,
The sign that you will a part of my life
By always making me smile and feel happy
By making my days unexpectedly special
that I'll never trade for anything

Now that we're together
I will cherish all the moments that we have together
All the memories that you bring to my life
I will never ever forget it
As long as I live. . .

I love you so much my dearest sweet angel. . . ^o^

.::. 04 March 2006 .::.

Fully Booked

at last, for long wait... wish me luck for my interviews next week. Hope I can get in a job that I wanna be ^^;

A New Chapter Beginning... A New Life...

Hi... it's been a while since I write here... sorry for that, because my pc got busted >.<>

Guess... luck in life will not come into your life in just one hit.. it gives you the partial then another then another... (Love, Carrer, etc.) and everything happens in your life, there's always a reason behind in it... ^^;

March 09, 2006 exact 9:04PM, when I was at our penthouse I suddenly look up into the sky to look for the moon.. a guess what I saw? In that night, that was just only a half moon but it shines like a full moon that shines so bright and clear. So bright that you can saw its flare and ray that the moon shows. That was the first time I saw a half moon shines so bright and I'll never ever forget it....

Numerology... Major Personality Traits...

well, walang lang.. trip trip ko lang... it's fun~

Day of Birth -- a brief, first look at your character
24

You are family-oriented, with a gift for restoring and maintaining balance and harmony in relationships.

You are emotional and sensitive and like to demonstrate your love. You have a gift for both the healing and cultural arts.

You can be overly emotional and even melodramatic. You have a tendency to magnify your emotional issues, especially when they involve some kind of criticism of you.

You are willing to sacrifice much to maintain harmony in important relationships. You willingly provide a soft shoulder to cry on or a ready ear to hear out someone's travail.

You are energetic, responsible and helpful, but your sympathetic nature may cause you to interfere in relationships and get you into trouble.

Your artistic talent goes in many directions, but you are likely gifted in acting and drama. At the same time, you generally do well in business because you are systematic, careful, and patient in your approach to business issues.

You can be a bit impractical, however, and need others to give you sound advice. You are a good friend and a faithful companion. You attract sound people to you who gladly advance you along the lines of your talents.
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(Birth) Life Path -- your natural tendencies, abilities, and attitude toward the world.

1 - New beginnings, creative thought, new opportunities and individuality.
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[9] Destiny (Expression) -- the purpose, goal, and direction of your life; what you will tackle and manifest

Communication, friendship and partnerships play a large role in the lives of people with 2,3 or 9 as a Destiny Number. If you have such a Destiny Number you will need to work at developing acceptance, honesty, social skills and insight.
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[8] Heart's Desire -- your inner motivation and most cherished values; what you choose to undertake
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Personality -- your outward appearance and how others see you; what they define as you Habit

Personality Number is 2You appear friendly and unpretentious. You have a soft and warm exterior. People are drawn to you because, among other reasons, you appear warm and unthreatening. Your dress is neat and clean. The opposite sex is attracted to your gentle and attentive nature, yet senses the passion beneath your surface. You have sex appeal. Exercise is important to your appearance and to promote the level of strength you radiate. You are very patient and understanding, and a wonderful listener. You make others feel important and loved. You are sensitive. You are a peacemaker. Arguments leave you drained. People sense your desire for harmony. But you must avoid being the blank tablet for others' projections. People may underestimate your strength, but this is a mistake.
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Realization -- the sum total of your Birthpath and Destiny; your achievement in this life

Birthpath [1] + Destiny [9] = 10 -- 1 +0 = 1
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The Pinnacles -- the environment, people, and opportunities indicated in the four phases of your life

[7 = age 0-29] First Pinnacle: The First Pinnacle develops your character. It is there for very personal reasons. This is a time when we develop our egos and define our sense of self.

[9 = age 28-36] Second Pinnacle: The Second Pinnacle represents the summer of life. This pinnacle influences our relationships with our family members and the way we direct responsibility where others are involved.

[7 = age 39-47] Third Pinnacle: In the Third Pinnacle, also known as "middle age", we mature and enter the autumn cycle of life.

[4 = age 51 on] Fourth Pinnacle: The last Pinnacle wants to bring rewards and opportunities to use the knowledge gained through our life's experience.
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Your Personal Year is what you must accomplish during the course of the year.

PERSONAL YEAR 6This year centers around the Home and Family. You can buy, sell, or redecorate a home or other properties. Your focus is on Personal Relations......Marriage..Divorce.... Affairs. Others will need things from you. Your family members are in focus. You can cement great friendships and find new and long lasting ones. (for year 2006)

if you wanna know your Numerology just click~

Days.... Unsure.... Losing...

hi.. how are you? it's been a while that I haven't write here... =) I wasn't home these days, I was at the hospital to look after my grandma.... even though that I feel sleepy I still want to write because I miss writing here...

Days really past so fast and next week will be the mid-week of February... and I am still on job hunting... >.<>

In life, we never know what will happen tomorrow... the feeling of unsure really worries me... I really hope that I can control my emotions because when I think about that... not only worry I feel but also hurt because I am afraid of losing.... well, I guess that always happens when you really love a person... ^^;

sleepy head...

I'm still sleepy right now because I didn't sleep last night. I was looking after my grandma at the hospital.

Yesterday, my grandma got confine in the hospital because of her condition... and guess what?! my grandma is already 100 years old~ ^o^ and she's still alive and kicking.... but only her condition make her loose energy... I just hope that she get well soon, because I've been missing the grandma who is alive and kicking... ^o^

And tonight, I will look after her again... but hope I can rest a little because I have skating lesson tomorrw, so I can have a little stamina energize =p well, i'm off to the hospital now~ ciao...

Neul...

u-ri eol-ma ma-nin-ga-yo
ch'a mo-raen shi-ga-ni heul-reo-ne-yo
wae cha-ggu nae ma-mi a-p'eun keon-chi
wae-geu-ri a-p'a-ha-na-yo
hok-shi-ra-do him-deu ni ri-seo-na-yo
wae a-mu-mal-ha-ji an-na-yo

chi-geu-min-de keu-dae a-p'in-de
ma-rae-yeo ha-neun-de na-ye ma-eu-meul
o-raen shi-gan keu-dae-reul hyang-han
ki-reo-deon nae ki-da-ri-meul
pa-bo kat'-jyo hang-sang keu-rae-jyo
keu-rae-ya hae-jyo keu-dael wi-hae-seo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo

wae nal chap-ji a-na-na-yo
wae a-mu-geot-do mut-ji a-na-na-yo
keu-dae eobt-neun nae-ga kwaen-j'a-neul keot kat'-na-yo

chi-geu-min-de keu-dae a-p'in-de
ma-rae-yeo ha-neun-de na-ye ma-eu-meul
o-raen shi-gan keu-dae-reul hyang-han
ki-reo-deon nae ki-da-ri-meul
pa-bo kat'-jyo hang-sang keu-rae-jyo
keu-rae-ya hae-jyo keu-dael wi-hae-seo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo

na al-go i-seo-yo nae-ga keu-dae-ye-ge
ma-ji-ma kan-ga-ji hae-jul su i-neun keo-shi
i-byeol-bbu-ni-ra-neun keot

i-je-seo-ya kkae-da-reun na-ye
mo-ja-ran sa-rang-eul yong-seo-hae chweo-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo i-ma-ri ha-go shi-p'eo-jyo..