Enter the Heavens' Door

11.26.2011 - chillin' out

2011-11-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

After heavy work, sick and enough rest, it's really nice to chill out with friends after all these and so forth. Today, I'm at Makati Shang watching and chillin' out with my friends, visiting our friend who perform here. This time I appreciate chillin' time than window shopping XD it's not that, I don't like shopping anymore, it's like bonding time is what I appreciate more now. People come and go from our lives, maybe that is what matter most. Enjoy what we have now ü

It's Ber already :D

2011-11-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I know and I'm late in posting, LOL *cough* *sniff*. Sorry, I've been not feeling well since yesterday, just been hiding it to everyone but today I think others might notice already, no matter how I hide it. XDD Anyways, it's Ber already and do you guys have your wishlist and resolutions? Let us share what we have :) don't be shy! :D

111111 - fixing other peoples trash again and again... =.=

2011-11-11T19:10:00.001+08:00

This is the reason why I do not like to accept unfinished jobs. Because it will always be you, who will answer all the questions on all previous issue even you did not handle it. The hell how will you answer the question(s) in related to the previous issue that you do not know? That's why this is pissing me off! I know, things should move forward, but why I should be the one who should answer the previous issues? Shouldn't be the original person who should answer all that issues? This kinds of scenario keep coming back and it start to happen a lot of times recently. I tried to move forward but these kinds of things keep holding me back, that just really pisses me off! And this is the reason why I do not like taking or accepting unfinished business of others. Responsibility that should face by the other people, you'll be facing and taking it instead of them. They get to escape it, why can't I?

Some one told me, that because I was a responsible person and have personal touch in doing things, that's why they choose me.... Hearing that was really quite flattering, but experiencing it with your real life? It sucks! You have to face all the shits that the other people left it behind and you have to take that shit responsibility that shouldn't be yours. Ranting these out makes me felt a little bit light but feeling pissed will always be there forever. I really do not know why these kinds of people exist ~.~

P.S. sorry for my language, whoever read this. 'Cause I just want to let my emotions out.

For other topic, today is November 11, 2011 or in short, it's 111111, and this will only happens in how many years? lucky to the people who had experience 01/01/01, 01/11,01, 01/02/03, 01/04/03, 02/02/02, 02/03/04, 03/03/03, 03/04/05, 04/04/04, 04/05/06, 05/05/05, 05/06/07, 06/06/06, 06/07/08, 07/07/07, 07/08/09, 08/08/08, 08/09/10, 09/09/09, 09/10/11, 10/10/10, 10/11/12, 11/01/11, 11/11/11, 11/12/13, 12/12/12, 12/13/14, why? because these happens rare. Aren't we lucky? :D

Happy Weekend guys~ <3<3<3

11092011 - R.I.P. Browny Jr.

2011-11-09T19:52:00.001+08:00

Starting today, days will be different unlike before... morning before I went to office, saw our kitten Browny Jr. with very low energy, instead of leaving her behind... I grab her and went to vet to check her condition, and I was late... she died... due to dehydration... my heart crushed, because she died in front of me... days seeing one of my kittens missing really makes me sad.

I was thinking that the one who gave them to us is starting taking them back... maybe because I do not take care of them consistently? and maybe it was my fault then... someone told me, that it was not my fault because I had tried my best and everything to take care of them. But what had happen now, I think, what I am doing is not enough...

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2011-06-18T09:51:00.000+08:00

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02012011

2011-02-01T15:06:00.003+08:00

Still I see, blogspot still stands :D a lot of blogs and micro-blogging been popping out left and right but I see that there are a lot of people using blogspot.com :D due to other blogs been popping left and right to me, I had stop blogging here, it's really hard to manage when you have a lot of blog. That's why I am planning to center my blogging site, I'll be planning that very soon :D as soon as my work sched have some space that can give me air to breath and think XD Have a nice day!

Hi guys :)

2010-11-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hi guys~ just want to ask a little favor from you :) if you guys have time, can please like my photo here: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1672415808229&set=o.132115926438

but you have to like the KPop Con 2 page before you can like my photo, the link is : http://www.facebook.com/philkpopcomm

Your like for my photo means a lot to me :)

Thank you very much :)

Looking for Volunteer Cebu Cosplayer

2010-06-19T05:06:00.000+08:00

Looking for Volunteer Cebu Cosplayer, for a project :) Please text me at 0917-5436686 for more details. Thank you~

Introducing : Animax Anime VJs

2010-06-01T08:21:00.000+08:00

Meet the Ani-Mates : StephanieHenares, Alodia Gosiengfiao, Ashley Gosiengfiao

Alodia and Ashley will be cosplaying anime characters at Animax events across the region.

To read the full stories, just click this

photos by : Richie Dela Merced and some picture got from Mike Abundo site.

Alodia and Ashley at Akiba Festival! Coming October 31, 2010!

2010-05-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

Alodia and Ashely were invited to guest judge on Akiba Festival cosplay competition on Chile! This Coming October 31, 2010!

Need 5 volunteer Cosplayers

2010-05-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

Our Company is in need to 5 Volunteer Cosplayers, to be Cosplaying and at the same time endorsing a bag

The date and malls are follows

May22 (Sat) SM Megamall

May23 (Sun) SM Makati

May30 (Sun) SM Mall of Asia

June05 (Sat) SM South

June06 (Sun) SM Manila

The 5 Volunteers Cosplayers will be roaming around the mall at the same time endorsing the bag, other can take pictures of you with the bag that you are endorsing. Roaming around the mall from 6pm-8pm. Meet up time is from 430pm-5pm for some briefing. And also, after the event, the 5 cosplayers get P500 for endorsing the bags. For interested cosplayers, you can contact me at 0917-5436686 (^^,)v

15-Nov-2009 A Fruitful Day~

2009-11-15T19:25:00.001+08:00

I can say that today was a fruitful day for me~ went to Power Plant Rockwell with my boyfriend to visit the Global Pinoy Bazaar. We first went to the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, 'cause I was starving like crazy XD upon going to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, I saw my friend Alodia and her family, they were about to watch movie and again I bid her and her sister good luck (endlessly XD) 'cause only few days from now, they will have a cosplay competition on AFA (Anime Festival Asia) held at Singapore. And they will be representing for the Philippines. As for the bazaar at rockwell, the theme was really Filipino type, there are a lot of booth, like Kapen Musang, coffee products from Cordillera. anak ng kwek kwek, funny and cute stuffs t-shirts. Saw the booth of HByGlicaros, Poisonberrymanila, gladztolove, undernourishedmanila, and many other more. Quite sad, 'cause didn't get to buy the skirt and dress but at the same time happy 'cause get to buy 2 cute rings from Colored Stone and a useful book at National Bookstore, that my boyfriend found, that I needed it, it show up on the right time :3 and then stroll around the mall.

And dinner time had come, we try the new restaurant name "Sango", a Japanese specialize burger restaurant, but they also serve other food too, like rice toppings, ice creams, milk shake,etc. Their presentation was really nice, but I only find quite disappointing is that the taste of the food is different from message they want to relay to their customer. But well, of course, you can try it yourself, 'cause maybe their food just didn't fit my expectation :D

Total in all, today was a fruitful day for me =3 so how about yours? how did your Sunday goes? I hope they are good too~

Getting to Know You...

2009-11-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

Got this from The Last Emperor, with some of my side comments in it XD

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

**true true~ dami ko kasing gusto gawin sa buhay XD**

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

**True, I was afraid of failure and I do not know why, cause maybe 'cause of my past experience... haaayz.... I wish I could do it! and they say "Yes! I can do it!"**

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

**tawa na lang ako XD**

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

credits : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Enjoy the test~

Kyo Ritu Art + Bazaar

2009-10-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

October 17, 2009, Saturday, it was Kyo Ritu Art Digital Photography and Cosplay Photostudio grand opening at Ali Mall Cubao. Though there are some few confusing stuffs like scheduling due to the unpredictable typhoon, Ondoy and Pepeng, but at last, the event had their final sched and date. It was nice seeing old friends and familiar face again~

Bazaars are up and everywhere again, I think it started last month. I had attended 2 bazaar already and I can say I was impress, because it was well organized. Today I had attend another bazaar and happy to see old friends and familiar faces there. But there was one thing that disappoints me, is that, I went to this shop and it was selling a dress, a very familiar and similar design dress that I saw it somewhere else. I approach it and see the details and it was really identical, I asked the price, check the tags and everything. The tag and brand was changed ~.~ but the price was still the same @.@ It is okay to sell second hand or pre-owned products on a bazaar, it was not forbidden, if I remember it correctly. Selling the same price is the policy that I do not know. But bazaar is made also for you/us to showcase our unique designs that we made. Not to sell a second hand that is not your design that you change the tag into your brand. I was very familiar with the design 'cause I used to buy the products from the original shop and owner. When thinking of it, I can also say, that it can also happen 'cause I even saw the owner twice and thinking it is possible for that owner can do that kind of thing, 'cause the owner is not that friendly and when looking at people is from head to toe and then mumble. And it is very uncomfortable to the person/customer if ever he/she sees what they are doing. I just hope that the owner better change a not-so-good attitude to better and hope that the owner realize that earlier.

Missing a lot

2009-08-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

These past few weeks, with no internet at home i've been missing a lot of updates, by updating my blog, preparing my upcoming website, updates from my friends and other up coming events. PLDT really fail a lot and I had no internet connection for 16days and still counting, I still haven't refund my 10days downtime last month @.@ Now been thinking twice to cut the line off and switch to SUN Broadband. And now, waiting for my friend to have me test on my location =D

And also, I've been missing a lot of best moment, by taking best moment pictures, 'cause I had been not bringing my digital camera for some time, 'cause I still don't have a good bag. I mean, I had already bringing a lot of things already and my digicam can't fit in T_T that's why sometimes I left my digicam home. But after what had happen these past few days by missing a lot, I will bring my digicam starting tomorrow, even my bag gets full XD and even my camer have a battery problem. Nothing makes me happier by capturing all the best moments happening to me everyday~

Have a ice long weekend guys~ Hope I can a good one too =3

August 09, 2009 - one happy day~

2009-08-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

why I said it's a one happy day? 'cause I get to see my old friends and spend time with them again, see some familiar faces again, happy to see my friend 'cause she's okay now~ though she's on recovery period and happy to see her family again =3

Get so see my old friends and spend time with them again -- I really missed them 'cause we haven't seen each other in a while due to busy on work and watched movie together was our routine when we had our free time. And last Sunday was the time again we spend time and watch movie together again after a long while~

See some familiar faces again -- As you guys know, now I am quite active this time at cosplay events, after my cosplay, I was given a chance to organize a fans day and since then I got another chance in helping coordinating an event. And I am very happy in doing that~ seeing people enjoying the event made me happy. And being one of the coordinator, I met a lot of people, like Azrael, get to meet RG again and also get to meet the sisters again, and meeting new people like Adrian (adrian014), Berny (geloy), JM (danceofeternity), Reshaydee, etc. and I am happy to see them again, 'cause I enjoy their company =3

Message to Edj : take care always and have a rest when needed =D

Happy to see my friend 'cause she's okay now and happy to see her family again -- Yeap! I really am! I really am very worried when I saw her post on plurk and also when JM texted me about it. Edj was hospitalize T.T it's really sad and I really felt worried and me wanting to visit her. But I respect her 'cause she don't want other people to visit her 'cause she said that she's pale XD but for me, whatever she looks like,she will always be pretty and beautiful, inside and out =) And seeing her last Sunday, I really felt relieve and happy 'cause she's okay now~ though she's on her recovery period =3 and I am happy to see her little sister Ashley and her mom, Tita Jing and her dad Tito Ed again~ and I realize that I missed them so much 'cause I don't see them a lot 'cause they live quite far ='C but still seeing them for a certain time and spending time chatting with them means a lot to me. Get the chance to introduce them to my dear friends, can't introduce Edj to them 'cause she's busy having photo with other people~ but I know there will be a chance for me to introduce her to my friends~ I know the chance will come =3

Total in all, it was a one happy day for me~

Here are some picture I grab

picture with Alodia Gosiengfiao as Baroness of G.I.Joe. Picture grab from Alodia's Deviantart

Edj as Baroness and Rommel Sales as Snake Eyes, both of them are so cool! =3 picture grab from Alodia's Deviantart

yeah! ambush!! we rule!! XD
picture from Reshaydee. Picture grab from Aldoia's Deviantart

toxic week + common sense are not anymore common these days

2009-08-02T05:28:00.001+08:00

These past few days, it had been a toxic days for me T_T I thought only Monday are toxic days but what had happen to me is 4 days. 4 days on having toxic days was a very pressure and stress days for me. Minor problems that just need common sense and should solve easily still getting into me. It's not that I am complaining about my work, it's just that there are things that we, as an individual, needs to do too. 'cause I have a lot of deadline been piling up in front of me, then here goes the problem that will disturb me from what I am doing. The things that I need to concentrate in order to think. That's why I told my friend that somehow I much prefer working at home or at a coffee shop than at the office, 'cause home has less disturbance than work. It's true that, at home, there are disturbance too, but it's not as major disturbance at work ~.~ home disturbance are bed, tv and food. Office disturbance are somehow related to idiotic that even a very patience person can get irritated too. 'cause I somehow consider myself a very patience person. But I'm glad, I manage to survive these kinds of pressure and I can sense more pressure work will come up in a short while.

Like things I don't get use to do seems like I need to it this time and life will become more busier than ever.

My phrase for the week was "common sense are not anymore common these days"

Aftermath - Stereophonic : another shoot at Pixels home

2009-07-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Another fun and great time with other people at Pixels home. I am very happy 'cause get to meet ate Miks, ate Lu, Dense and RJ and get to meet new great MUA (Make Up Artist). New concept shoot to try again. Trip was long from Manila to Marikina and shoot time was long but it was a worth while. Fee was worth it! Anto was my MUA and Mycke was my Hairstylist, they're really great! and other MUA and hairstylist, I really do enjoy their company, hope to meet and see them again on our next shoot at Pixels home~

one of my picture of my shoot at pixels home, more shoot at my photo album~

Anyone know?

2009-07-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, anyone here know where I can buy Japanese Fashion Magazine here in Philippines? Like CanCam, Fruit and Vivi, but preferably Vivi Magazine.

Thanks~

07-26-09 - rainy day

2009-07-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

whole day rain and almost got stuck on a mall ~.~ glad someone can fetch me =D but this is a fail day for me T.T went to 2 mall to check and look for something but fail to have them 'cause either they don't have stock or none ~.~ I just hope tomorrow will be a good day for me =3

let's exercise every morning =3

2009-07-10T11:01:00.002+08:00

A re-post, saw this on a blog of a friend of mine Potpot

Isn't it cute? =3

it's been a while

2009-07-08T15:08:00.003+08:00

It's been a while that I had post here... sorry for not updating that much... 'cause I've been very busy on my current job. Been doing double job 'cause we will be expanding a new group. And I will be under going provationary in handling the new group. I just hope I can surpass this challenge on my work. Besides, 'cause I'm having trouble on my personal life.

Harry Potter 6, The Half Blood Prince movie is getting near,

wonder where and when will we watch. And who will watch with me...

Rain of Tadpoles Strikes Ishikawa

2009-06-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Ishikawa was recently witness to a strange weather recently: a rain of tadpoles with a chance of fish.

Residents claim to have heard unusual noises overnight, and woke to find tadpoles littering cars, sidewalks, and yards. Neither meteorologists nor local officials can explain why the Japanese prefecture was subject to this kind of precipitation.

The event occurred once again on Saturday in a nearby town, with tadpoles found in a 300-square-meter radius, apparently ruling out some bizarre prank.

Then, on Tuesday night, small fish are said to have fallen from the sky nearby in yet another Fortean meteorological mystery.

“I’ve never seen anything like this before,” a meteorologist said. “We have no idea what caused it.

”It is not uncommon for waterspouts to develop, which may pick up and carry small aquatic vertebrates such as these, but no other precipitation was reported along with the falling creatures, and neither were conditions favorable for waterspout activity. Each of the three sites are however located on or just inland of the ocean, not that tadpoles are known to lead a marine life…

credits : pinktentacle.com

another busy day~

2009-06-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today is another busy day for me, but I am not complaining =3 'cause I quite enjoy it, 'cause I learn something new, though sometimes I don't like, lol. Sometimes when I think of it, I feel excited at the same time scary 'cause it's something new that I will do for the first time of my life. I just hope I can make it and won't disappoint them. As for my testing of mail server still have the same no progress ~.~ 'cause there suddenly got meeting with one supplier at the server room, but I am not blaming them 'cause I also have a meeting with other supplier too =3

And I really don't know why, these past few weeks or I can say already a month, my personal life is not stable ~.~ I just hope that I can surpass these challenges and survive. Why o why~

Good Night then~

what a day ~.~

2009-06-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

And again, it rain again today, and this time it rain the whole day, not like past few days, it rain only at night. But still I can feel the summer even it is raining, I can still feel the hot air ~.~ Saw the news tonight, it says that there's not threat of storm coming but just always be ready to have umbrella with you 'cause there will still rain coming up anytime.

Today was also a busy day I can say, the testing haven't done ~.~ still can't work it properly =.= I just hope before I go to Sagada, the problem will also be finish, so I can take my rest =3 Had a little severe meeting 'cause there'll be a lot of changes starting today till the up coming year and I realize that a lot of project is falling in line for me =.= I just hope that I can do it =3 Ganbatte!

Hope you guys had a great day today =) Good Night~

updates . . .

2009-05-22T21:24:00.001+08:00

Things had changed a lot ever since last week, task in my job was added and pressure also had been added but glad I am surviving each day. And as for my personal life, it get messed up too ~.~ I thought I'm not gonna survive but glad little by little I'm getting up where I fall. I'm glad 'cause somehow I am able to pull myself together, little by little the situation are getting back and I am back but this time things will be different now. Even me will be different, as people say, "time change, people change" a.k.a. time change people. and it really is true, time really can change people and it's A LOT. From my job, to my social life and to my personal life, it will be different.

As for my personal life, things really got messed up ~.~ and I thought that it will end, I almost got myself a deadend, 'cause I can't think clearly anymore... but glad things work out.

Today, it was my frist time to intervew an applicant. I'm nervous 'cause I had never interview other people but people who are the one interviewing me =p But as time flies, I felt normal =D and glad I did I well. But the only thing is this is also the first time I fail an applicant ~.~ it's sad but have to face it and have to move on.

Life must go on and I still need to finish cleaning up our server room, do some policy and procedure documents and the new JD's

Have a nice weekend guys~

mix aftermath

2009-05-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

tidbits aftermath will be a mix post, and it all about my new experience last march to april. =)

March was the starting point of my new experience and it was being one of the organizer for Alodia Fans Day for the E-games event. And I never thought that BOGS will choose me. Well, of course, it's Alodia, I mean, when BOGS announce that Alodia will have her fans day, Im sure there are a lots of fans will message BOGS and will volunteer. But of course, I also post at the topic that I can lend a help if he needed one, since posting and trying won't hurt anything. (^^,)v Days has past and I haven't receive any reply so I was thinking maybe BOGS got someone already, so I just told myself, there can still be next time. Weeks had past and I suddenly got message from BOGS and he asked me if I can lend a help. Then I told him, "sure I can! and It's an honor~" so I got in as one of the organizer.

But I really never thought that being an organizer will be that very busy. Well, since I am a working person already, and I have to manage my time with my extra / personal activities. Me, BOGS, Kuya RG and Azrael was very busy in our own activity and ways. We usually communicate through e-mail for updates. And there are a lot of challenge on our way when we are preparing for the fans day.

Alodia Fans Day had come, it was on April 04, 2009. I was so nervous. Assist people and working with our volunteers and organizers. I felt so tired when the day end but I can say all the busy things I've done, it was worth it! and then again, I would like to thank you my co-organizer BOG, Kuya RG and Azrael, to the Volunteers, Adrian, JM C., Geloy, Jemina, Mayeth, Gian Carlo. it was nice experince working with you guys~ and if there will be any part 2 again for Alodia Fans Day, hope to work with you guys again~ And also thank you E-games and Family Gosiengfiao for supporting us and giving us the chance for the event to happen.

News flash with e-games, it happen so fast =3 When we (me, kuya RG, Froy and with the e-games guys) are on our way to Gosiengfiao's house, we did some kind of news flash thingy XD and it was fun I can say. 'cause I miss it somehow doing that, hahaaha. At first I was shy 'cause I don't get use to do that again but 'cause of e-games guys and kuya RG, they push my courage and finally I did it! but somehow but with some fail 'cause we are laughing XD I just hope kuya Tarce erase those NG moment, hahahaha. I can say it was fun! Got to do new things again, aside from just doing IT services hahahaha. And hope I can do the news flash thingy again, even though just for fun =p

My experience at Gosiengfiao sweet home...

2009-04-28T01:08:00.001+08:00

I know it's very late but they say, "better late than never~" Kuya RG, Froy (the winner of Memorabila contest for Alodia), ate Grace, Glenn, Trace and me, will go to Gosiengfiao's home for the coverage of 'Date with Alodia. And it was my first time to go to their house. The trip from E-games office to Gosienfiao's house was fun. While on our road trip, we had our news flash "kuno" XD at the van. Biruin mo, ako pa ang napagtripan, kala ko nung una sila Trace lang and Glenn, bigla ako binenta, amfufu! XD but I can say I had fum and had a great experience =3 ang saya nila kasama, even though first time lang kami magkakasama =)

When we arrive home, the usual, news flash "kuno" we did before we enter their house, I just hope hindi ako nagkakalat XD

When I saw their house, biruin mo just outside, the structure was great! Si Glenn makulit lang nga XD everytime he saw something slant that can make someone slide, he can think of something funny and it is really funny XD and back to the structure of the Gosiengfiao's home, gosh! I told myself, this was the kind of home that I want! the sturcture and everything! Along came the Mother of Alodia, Tita Jing who welcomes us to her sweet home~ we had few pictures outside =3

When you enter their home, wow, you can see Alodia's collection, and it's so amazing =3 as they welcome us to their entertainment room, my eyes was like @.@, I was so excited and happy to see the figures she got! only one word I can say "AMAZING", just to clear this, the word "AMAZING" that I use, is a word coming from a person who really adore Alodia's collection and was really amaze by the arrangement of all those collection and not envy =p

As we go up at their 2nd floor, there I saw Alodia's paint, "Unlock" was displayed on one of their wall and it was so beautiful. And also, on the second floor, there you can see Alodia's work place. Gosh, it was very well arrange. Call me wierd or whatever, but when I saw the place, I can feel the hardwork of Alodia. I can imagine how she work there. and I really can feel the presence there.

As we go up again, it was their very top floor already. When I went out the glass area of the pent house. I say "WOW!!" cause the view was sooo great! you almost can see everything and I mean it literally EVERYTHING XD At that time, it was sunset and it was so beautiful. But of course, back to the original business. The venue of 'Date with Alodia' was on their top floor. They had their food cook and the food was awesome! and delicious! We had some chitchat with the family and they was so down to earth! So friendly and accomodating.

And before the day ends, we had a few preview of Final Fantasy Advent Children (the 2009) video that Kuya RG show us, it was cool! and I have to watch it! =3 and then Alodia had also play the Demo Game of Final Fantasy XIII. Gosh! Lightning is so hot! =3 The game was cool and that makes me wanna buy a PS3 XD

At the end of the day, I really did enjoy when we are at Gosiengfiao's home. But what I really did enjoy was their family company. Not the Alodia's Collection, 'cause I was only amaze and I really adore those figurines. Alodia really have a great family and I did know a lot more about Alodia. And about the things that are going on right now to Alodia, about the AHC? gosh! for me they're just envy of her. I wish they know Alodia first before making those judgement. See the whole picture first before doing anything that is not good. Alodia deserve something more and what is happening to her career right now, I can say it's a going up arrow and she deserves it =3 'cause she really deserve all the good things and happenings in her life.

I wish her all the best in life and also her happiness *HuGs*

A warm welcome from her family I got, and they're great! they're fun and loving! and also Fun to be with~ and I hope to see them again~

*sorry for my poor english, since I just want to say what I really want to say and what comes in to my mind and I want to practice my english; and for me, maybe I can start practicing here by posting blog* (^^,)v

Fun personality test

2009-03-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

Got this from my friend Cid, and i was curious about the whole site and the test were interesting and fun XD

Try it even just for fun =D >> here <<

Personality Test

2009-03-27T07:37:00.000+08:00

Got this from my ototo Cid-kun

After answering few questions I get this answer....

Your view on yourself:

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:>

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.<

The right job for you:<

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

photo with Alodia -- join now

2009-03-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

What tree did you fall from? Me? I fall from ELM tree =)

2009-03-23T08:01:00.000+08:00

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? Find your birthday and then find your tree.

*this is really cool and somewhat accurate...

Dec 23 to Jan 01 --- APPLE Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 --- FIR Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 --- ELM Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 --- CYPRESS Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 --- POPLAR Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 --- CEDAR Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 --- PINE Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 --- WEEPING WILLOW Tree
Mar11 to Mar 20 --- LIME Tree
Mar 21 (only) --- OAK Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 --- HAZELNUT Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 --- ROWAN Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 --- MAPLE Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 --- WALNUT Tree
May 01 to May 14 --- POPLAR Tree
May 15 to May 24 --- CHESTNUT Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 --- ASH Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 --- HORNBEAM Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 --- FIG Tree
Jun 24 (only) --- BIRCH Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 --- APPLE Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 --- FIR Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 --- ELM Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 --- CYPRESS Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 --- POPLAR Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 --- CEDAR Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 --- PINE Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 --- WEEPING WILLOW Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 --- LIME Tree
Sep 23 (only) --- OLIVE Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 --- HAZELNUT Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 --- ROWAN Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 --- MAPLE Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 --- WALNUT Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 --- CHESTNUT Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 --- ASH Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 --- HORNBEAM Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 --- FIG Tree
Dec 22 (only) --- BEECH Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) --> quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attractive, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) --> extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, likes to play with fate, can be very egoistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) --> has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch Tree (Inspiration) --> vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) --> of rare strength, knows hot to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) --> of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) --> strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) --> pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) --> very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children an animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir Tree (Mysterious) --> extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours of work, rather modest, talented unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) --> charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) --> of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) --> intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but nit before trying it change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) --> no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) --> robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) --> loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, expressive, well-empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) --> loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self-esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) --> looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confidant, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean towards philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) --> full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) --> unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow Tree (Melancholy) --> likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner, loves to make others laugh.

2 weeks U p d a t e s

2009-03-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

it's been 2 weeks already since I update about me again XD well, been busy and having friends with mr. pressure on my work, and these past days have been a hell days for me =.= 'cause there are a lot of jerk people who won't help. i mean, hey we're a team, what the hell are they doing? Just chit chat and laugh around and I can see other people who play sudoku? @.@ while I am rushing and finishing up a problem that suppose not to be mine?!?! and right now, it's already two weeks that I am not on myself. Cannot work properly, cannot think properly, and the worst, my work is not organize anymore! and I told myself, "this is not me! ang kalat ko magwork!" I told my boss, "I can't work with these kinds of people anymore and I cannot take it anymore" My boss says "why you are angry with other peoples mistake?" and I told him "why will I not angry, I get affected, my work get delay, shouldn't I get angry?" and he says maybe I just need to cool down, And I am glad that my boss understands me and grant my request. Saturday, I really slept almost the whole day and hope that sleep is the solution for the release of my burn out and stress. And I hope that this comming Monday, the day I will get back to normal.

updates + unexpected

2009-03-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

this week was a tiring week for me, just start of the monday I can almost feel it. I feel the presence of busy and pressure =.= and it really turn out that way... and I can say, this is a very unproductive week for me. But as my friend says, as long as you had done something for our client, that means you have done your job. But how come I cannot feel it? Am I having high expectation to myself? I sometimes want to shout of my colleague already 'cause that person is doing nothing, all you can see is that he's just chatting, relaxing or sometimes much worst you do not know where did he go in the time of in need. Today, i felt the pressure on my work, I felt like there's a lot of responsibility and task that is given to me and I should done all of them right, but due to the severe virus out break on our office lately, all our task had been moved 'cause of that reason. And for me, I have a hunch that laptop is one of the reason why we got infected. And that is also why I don't like those people who want to own a laptop just because they are manager or anything but they are not literate on how to use them properly. They just want to go mobile but don't care if their laptop got virus infected or not and some of the people don't take care their laptop. The most hate part of this, is that, we are rushing around to get rid of the virus but some other people still want to get the time of lax, as if they are not bothered by the situation and they are not affected. I really want to shout them already 'cause they don't know what to prioritize. But because of my boss, I didn't do that 'cause we are just only a small group and I don't want to let other people think that my boss (who is also my friend) don't know how to handle people and why his people had a fight or anything.

as for the unexpected, today, I had my lunch take out from Starbucks =D had sausage roll and venti white mocha frapuccino =D to unwind my stress and pressure of work. The Starbuck personnel was friendly =) and when I was turning around to go to get some table napkin I saw my friend CiD =D he is with his friends and lyron too was there XD I really didn't expect to see them there XD and now I know what car Cid drive XD Honda CRV >=) another unexpected is that while I was walking to go back to my office, someone at a small truck shouted, I was like "Oookaaay~ who was that shouting?" 'cause I didn't hear what he is shouting. And while I was walking to go back to the office, I saw the small truck again and it was park along the side where I was working, then suddenly I saw my old college friend Webster, he was working at HOPE cigarette, as an agent he said. I was really surprise to see him and it was unexpected XD we chat for few minutes and had our seperate ways.

updates and happenning was quite a balance but still if I remember my work stuffs I will nearly go mad 'cause of the situation =.= I'm just glad that I have someone like sweet angel, my friend dogbert and dilbert (the codename we use XD) who I can talk and rant with. Really thanks I have someone special and friends like them =D love you guys *HuGs*

It's late already and I am sooooooooooo sleepeee already.. guess, till again =) will post random picture of March 13, 2009 if have time =D bye guys~ Good Night and have a nice weekend (^^,)v

US Debut Album "BoA" Set to Release March 17, 2009

2009-03-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

My first Photoshoot Experience..

2009-03-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

I woke up early waiting my boyfriend to fetch me at home and accompany me to the photoshoot. Travel was tiring and far but glad we made it in time (^^,)v and this was my First ever Photoshoot, Title of the Photoshoot was "Minions 2", dark theme. Since this was my very first photoshoot I don't know what to expect. But gladly I can coupe up with the people there. They're so friendly that I never expected since I'm soo shy and I don't talk that much that time. When we reach at the place, Lyle and RJ are the one who meet us outside their house. Dense was inside the house and doing something on the computer. Me and my boyfriend just sat outside the house of Dense since there are already two people who already arrived first and was sitting inside and also we are shy so we just sat outside.

Dense, RJ and Lyle was so friendly and entertain us, but I was still so shy since we just first met and I am that shy always when meeting new people XD they play some vidoes for us not to bored and one by one people are arriving at Dense place. We reach lunch time and we ate some. After that, I had my green contact lens on and had my make up on and then changed my clothes.

And when my turn had come for me to Photoshoot, I was quite nervous since this was my first photoshoot and don't know what to expect or do. I was nervous 'cause I was thinking I might not meet or act what they want me to do, but glad it came out good. And after my photoshoot and I had the feeling of excited and fun. Going home around 5pm and reach home around 630pm and even just sitting on the passengers seat I also felt tired. but of course, I had my hairstyle and make up off before leaving Dense place XD

In courtesy of Gryshee Co, I had my first photoshoot, without her I won't have my photoshoot and without the good photographer RJ I won't have this portfolio. I am very happy 'cauase I had this Photoshoot experience, also getting to meet new people like Dense, RJ, Lyle, Kim *the person I think I saw somewhere else XD*, the hairstylist, the make up artist, Joseph *I really didn't expect that he will be there too~!*, Eds, Susan, and others, their so friendly and down to earth that make me wanna go back and have another photoshoot session with them. but the only problem I have is the place and it's kinda far from my house XD since I don't drive =D but I will definitly have other photoshoot session with them.

In courtesy of Gryshee Co, I had my first photoshoot, without her I won't have my photoshoot and without the good photographer RJ I won't have this portfolio. I am very happy 'cauase I had this Photoshoot experience, also getting to meet new people like Dense, RJ, Lyle, Kim *the person I think I saw somewhere else XD*, the hairstylist, the make up artist, Joseph *I really didn't expect that he will be there too~!*, Eds, Susan, and others, their so friendly and down to earth that make me wanna go back and have another photoshoot session with them. but the only problem I have is the place and it's kinda far from my house XD since I don't drive =D but I will definitly have other photoshoot session with them.

Nice to meet you guys~ Hope to see you guys again and till the next shoot =)

Updates + A blog for a friend

2009-03-07T20:04:00.001+08:00

my updates : well, I've been very busy these past few weeks, on life and on work, but I'm glad I am still here, alive =p breathing and still can update by blog XD been very tired also, 'cause when I get home, I regularly take a nap =.= that I never do before except lasat quarter last year.

and I also want to write this blog for a friend of mine ReNy, actually she's my supplier but she became my friend, she's sweet and nice =) though I know writing this is kinda late already =D I pray and wish you luck on your thesis my friend =) and now congratz 'cause your group got the best thesis =) and also on your graduation, good luck on your future endeavor *HuGs*

60 Things We Girls Don't Know

2009-03-05T10:59:00.000+08:00

JUST A WAKE UP CALL TO THOSE INSENSITIVE OUT THERE..

Keep you minds OPEN and your ZIPPERS locked.

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

1."Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

2.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3.Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

4.Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

5.Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

6.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

7.A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

8.Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

9.Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

10.Guys get jealous EASILY.

11.Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

12.Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

13.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

14.Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

15.Girls are guys' weaknesses.

16.Guys are very open about themselves.

17.It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too LONGGGGG.

18.Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

19.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

20.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he TEASES you.

21.Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

22.Guys will brag about anything.

23.Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

24.No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, PERSONALITY is key.

25.Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

26.Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

27.Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

28.Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

29.Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

30.Try to be as straightforward as possible.

31.If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

32.If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

33.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

34.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

35.Guys don't really have final decisions.

36.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

37.If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

38.When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

39.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

40.Guys like femininity not feebleness.

41.Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

42.A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

43.Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

44.Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

45.Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

46.Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

47.If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

48.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49.A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50.No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51.Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

52.We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53.We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

54.Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

55.Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

56.When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

57.Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

58.Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

59.Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

60.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

credits : Grab from Gryshee Co

My horscope for the Month of March

2009-02-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

Got this from my friend ate Haze from the site Horoscope AOL XD

And here it is : for Aquarius

Draw Inward
Aquarius Love Horoscope for March

You could be feeling a little foggy for the first three weeks of March. It's not that you'll lose sight of reality but that you may find yourself wanting to escape from it more. Instead of being your ordinarily sociable self, you might find yourself looking for quiet corners away from people so you don't have to maintain conversations and conviviality. Protect yourself now, Aquarius, since self-care is especially important this month. You're not the type to baby yourself, yet a little more TLC could do you a world of good. If you're not as generous with others, it's a signal that you need to keep your energy for yourself.

With the Sun meeting your electric ruling planet Uranus on March 12, though, you're bound to feel a buzz. This could be the excitement of a new person or activity that spins your heart in a different direction. Yet it can also come in the form of restlessness and impatience that makes you jumpy and less able to listen to what others have to say. You're likely to become more comfortable as of March 20 when the Sun enters your chatty 3rd House of Communication. This is excellent for spontaneous connections and conversations when you're out and about. Meeting someone should become easier now, although turning a little chat into something more intimate may not be easy. Revisit your old haunts, the places (real world and online) where you have met others in the past. There may be sparks to be found in there that can get the fire of love burning again.

I just hope that I'll be okay on March and I will survive the challenges =D
What's yours? (^^,)v

a problem week is what I can say...

2009-02-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

This week, starting monday till yesterday, I can say is a problem week, and it's always our smtp server problem. It detects lacks of space but when we do df or df -h it says we only occupy 54% of the HDD, Monday and Tuesday was not quite a major problem because after a restart the service get back to normal. So I was happy, because Wednesday was a productive day for me. Yesterday, Thursday, I was just about to toothbrush then suddenly call me on my mobile and it says that it's e-mail problem again, then I told my friend to restart the e-mail then we hung up. Then I do my toothbrush fast and rush to the office, but of course I cannot rush that fast 'cause I have a 20minute time of commute and guess what? in the time of rush, the LRT station have a lot of people and train passes by me are full and crowded, then I told myself "oh great! what a day~!" In times of need, these problem arises +.+ then I met my friend at the LRT station we have some few chitchat then the next train we got it. I rush in the office to fix the problem, but the problem keep coming back and that's the time I tempted to call the technical support for our puremessage service. Then I called, but the phone is too far from our server so I have to say "wait" to the person I'm talking to at the phone then go to the server then go out again afterwards. And he says that the problem is not the puremessage but the HDD, I ask "how come when we do df, it didn't detect it?" he says that "maybe it was not setup to detect" so I say okay~ it was our side of fault =.= Then my boss restart the server and the e-mail service got back to normal but after 15 minutes the problem came back again =.= then we found that the archive was the problem, as we try to delete the archives, waw~! it took 10minutes to delete one =,= so right now, I am delete the archives at my PC at the office over night, I just hope when I get in the office tomorrow the deletion is finish. And I also hope that tomorrow will be a productive day for me~

Good night guys~ my eyes are heavy now and will go to sleep lah~

2 weeks updates

2009-02-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

Nearly 2 weeks had pass and I still haven't update my blog due to my busy sched at work =.= the first monday to wednesday was so hectic, I was at the LRT Station waiting for the train but there was a lot of people, even 9am pass already =.= it was full full of person... 5 train had pass by me and I'm still on the same Station waiting for a lrt with much lesser person 'cause the 5 LRT who pass the station by was so so crowded and people inside the train won't give way @_@ even the middle part of the train is not that crowd already, 'cause all person in the want to stay in the doorway and I told myself "WTH?! why these dumn people don't want to give way to other people~?!?!" and that was the reason why I was late on february 4 =.= But they, on February 5 and 6, all of a sudden, there's a vacant seat that I can seat on the girls side of the LRT and that's new and that was also 9am plus. Of course, all people cal seat either the early morning train or the last train. weekend was fine and still doing the same house chorse. hahahahaha. Sunday was find 'cause I had a date with my bf and he had finally bought a new head unit for his car =D but we didn't got to grocerry anymore because the person who setup the head unit was so slow, it's like he is unexperience =.= oh well...

the 2nd week was a good week for me so far, except my madness trigger again -o- and had a pile of work load~ ~.~ that really give me near madness, it's like I cannot think right on work, my work reflexes are slow and I get disturb and easily get angry and get affected all the time. Feeling gave me burn out and it's like letting me I had a mental problem, but glad I got recovered and had pull myself together. but still I need time for myself for recovery.

These are the updates of me for the past two weeks. And hey~ it's already 12am here in the Philippines and I'm starting to get sleepe... so I guess, my entry ends here as of the moement~ Happy Valentine's Day to all the people in the world and Good Night~

D I L B E R T :)

2009-02-12T17:37:00.001+08:00

February -- month of heart...? XD

2009-02-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

Month of February and one week already pass. Month of February and Feb14 is getting near fast, left and right, up and down, front and back, here and there, all my friends are saying "valentines, valentines and valetines" like "valentines is in the air", "buti pa ang calendar may date","looking for a date", and etc. well, it's true, valentines is getting near, and all you can hear is about valentines XD but for me, still days are really fast that pass us by =C and for me, I haven't do anything productive in my life. And prediction for the year of the dog this year is a very challenging year, I just hope I can surpass the challenge.

How about you guys~ How's your first month of 2009? How did it go~ (^^,)v

50 wornds, 1st random thoughts

2009-01-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

I got this from my friend Cid-kun

this is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends.

1. Beer: drink occassionaly
2. Food: cereal
3. Relationships: partner for life
4. Your CRUSH: graduate na ako dyan
5. Power Rangers: one of the favorite show ko nung bata
6. Life: so so...
7. The President: leader
8. Yummy: cake
9. Cars: Honda Civic
10. Movie: Underworld1,2 and 3 and Transformers
11. Halloween: jack!
12. Sex: man and woman
13. Religion: japanese buddhism
14. Hate: =.=
15. Fear: cockroach
16. Marriage: a bond for life
17. Blondes: highlights
18. Slippers: Sanuk!
19. Shoes: boots
20. Asians: people
21. Pass time: PC and sleep
22. One night stand: yung MMF movie?
23. My cell Phone: Samsung
24. Smoke: is dangerous to your health
25. Fantasy: final fantasy
26. College: Chiang Kai Shek College
27. Highschool Life: miss it
28. Pajamas: suot ko
29. Stars: are beautiful
30. Fitness Center: gym
31. Alcohol: woot
32. The word love: mean it!
33. Friends: hangout
34. Money: can buy things
35. Heartache: sad
36. Time: flies sooo fast!
37. Divorce: not always an option
38. Dogs: cute!
39. Undies: required
40. Parents: family
41. Babies: kawaii
42. Ex: none
43. Song: Anata ga Ita Mori -- Juykai
44. Color: blue, black, white
45. Weddings: happen only once in a life time~
46. Pizza: Yellow Cab
47. Hangout: Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, Seattles Best
48. Resto: Tokyo Cafe, UCC
49. Goal: life
50. Inspiration: family, friends and my sweet angel

what's your first reaction in these 50 words? :)

This year.. the BEST birthday ever...

2009-01-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

This year is the BEST birthday celebration that I ever had~! I never though that this would happened, 'cause all of my life, everything was just plain and simple. Yesterday (January 24, 2009) was my birthday, I was happy 'cause I did enjoy my birthday on January 24, 2009 midnight, had a champaine at home, chitchat with my mom and sister, just watch some tv and had a plurk. A lot of people greeted me on my plurk.

Thursday or Friday night, my boyfriend told me if we can have dinner on Saturday night and I just say okay 'cause I first thought it was just near, then he told me "we will have our dinner at Makati" they I ask "Why at Makati? Isn't it too far from our home and kinda late for a dinner time" they he just say it would be just okay, so I just say, okay then without any question ask anymore. Then today when he fetch me at my home, I was surprise 'cause I never thought that my friends will be there too. And I am very very happy, because they celebrate my birthday with me. For them to be with me on my birthday was a big thing for me. And I found out that my boyfriend who did all the planning.... with some of the side trip included, hahahaha... We watch had some dinner, watch movie and hang out.

I really did enjoy my birthday and I am very happy! To my friends (Lacus, Gayle, chubbymarc, ZhefGarz, Jave) and my boyfriend sweetangel, thank you so so much for your time in celebrating my birthday with me. Specially to my boyfriend sweetangel who do the planning. And thank you also for the loving gifts. And to all the people who greeted me on my plurk. Thank you very very much!

another week.. 2nd week...

2009-01-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

two weeks of January had pass us by... days really pass so fast, I guess, time really don't wait it's just passes you by like water in the river, and we need to do everything we can and cherish every moment that time had given to us.

As for me, the usual... nothing new, the usual busy at work XD pressure been pressing me a lot, it's like squeezing the juice in me.. hahaha.. well, as people say, when we're in pressure, we give out the best in us =D

So.. it's been two weeks, how did your two weeks go? I hope you had a great start of the two weeks =D

Good Night~ (^^,)/

What a week..

2009-01-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's just start of the year 2009 and now it's on the second week, I somehow feel some pressure on work. Well, it's not that I cannot handle the work anymore, it's just that I get tired easily, brain sinking, cannot think after the day ends, when got home, I again take a nap then eat dinner then do some house chores and work stuffs. And at the end of the day, when I lie on the bed I cannot even feel or know that I already fell asleep. All I know is that when I wake up from the alarm of my mobile phone and I say "hey~ it's already morning again" it's like the time I slept I felt short time only, it's like while I was sleeping, I'm half awake? =.= well, I don't know XD~

Well, as for the enter of the year, everyday is a very cold day. And based on the weather forecast, Manila weather is dropping 18 degrees and people who get cold easily like me will feel soooooo cold *o* need to wear jacket and cover an extra comforter for sure =p~

Well, hope you guys did have a great year start~

Busybee

2009-01-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

what a load =.= been busy ever since first day of work this year and I didn't expect it. Me and my immediate supervisor had a meeting this later afternoon and I can say "woaw" and I realize that there are a lot of task and projects lining up on me (>.<) "halos ma-windang na ako sa kakaisip" is the exact word I can say XD I pray and hope I can survive this year, as predictions for the zodiac born on the year of the dog in year ox 2009, 2009 will be a very challenging year for me and there are a lot of hindrance will come and I hope I can pass all the challenges. And I think, this year will be my busiest year on work.

January 05, 2009 - First day work of the year...

2009-01-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

well, as for me, I still have my holiday syndrome due to my 2 weeks vacation last December 2008. But hey~ this time, I think I start great~! Had more concentration at work this time =D rather than last year =p Clean stuffs at the first thing in the morning when got at the office, since our office got pest control last December 27, 2008 and must clean our utensils for that =.= then I got started working aroud 1130am, yeah it's quite late for others but hey I still get a lot of work done this time, guess my concentration at work is gaining, and I hope this will continue through, but of course, YM and plurk for me is unavoidable XD

How about you guys? How's your first day at work?

3 days to go...

2009-01-02T08:14:00.000+08:00

wooot~! 3 days to go and my normal life will be back again.. meaning, work work work again =.= well, that's life I guess? We all have job to do, that's why we live and we survive. But seems like my 2 weeks vacation is not a vacation XD 'cause I clean and organize stuffs during my break and I got my back pain there =.= never get to stay in one position 'cause I can feel my back ache T_T that's the reason my break is not a relax break but a tired break *o* and I seems not contented with my break~ LOLz. My only relaxation was to surf in the internet at night o_o; and just for few minutes 'cause of my back pain, so I need to update stuffs like blog very fast, but plurk won't stop me XD~ but I have to stand, walk then sit just to relax my back pain =D

Well, I hope you guys did enjoy your Christmas and New Year break~ Hope we all have a great year this 2009 (^^,)v and Good Luck~

2008 Thank You... New Years Resolutions and 2009 Goals

2008-12-31T21:18:00.001+08:00

Well, 2008, I can say is also a good year for me =) have a lot of good and new exprience, got to meet new friends, got to cosplay again =) and I can say I enjoy a lot =) I would like to thank you to all the new people I've met, thank you for sharing those memories with me in my year 2008 and hope friendship will not only stay longer but forever (^^,)v Also, I would like to thank all my family, relative and friends who also share a good memories with me, and of course special mention to my sweet angel of my life, as our relationship will go stronger *kiss*

As for my New Years resolution, are follow :
1 - will go to work early this time, not late XD
2 - will work harder and more concentrate at work =p
3 - will do exercise for my body shape building, sa bahay lang, la pang bayad sa gym eh xp~
4 - will go swimming once a week or twice a month for my scoliosis therapy exercise
5 - will eat healthy food, (means less junk food =p )
6 - will spendless na, since mahirap na buhay ngayon XD

My 2009 Life Goals
1 - use money wisely... spendless
2 - have an organize life 3 - will have a one week vacation with friends v(^,^)v

My 2009 Gadget Goals
1 - iPod nano 16GB with arm-band
2 - Nikon D90 *I hope I can get a good package* *pray*

So how about you~? (^^,)v

Happy New Year Everyone~!!

2008-12-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

It's 12Am lah~ and it's January 01, 2009 loh~ I want to greet all the people in the world a Happy New Year~

A new chapter beginning to all of us~ may you all have a great 2009...

Take Care always~

way back 2008... 2008 question for you =D

2008-12-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?
> Nope

Done something you've regretted?
> yes...

Lost someone?
> Nope

Cut class?
> Nope, 'cause I'm working already XD

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
> something? hm... XD~

Visited a different country?
> I WISH....

Cooked a gross meal?
> Nope...

Lost something important to you?
> Yeap

Got a gift you adore?
> yes!

Dyed your hair?
> Highlight my own hear, yeah! \m/

Came close to losing your life?
> Nope

Went to a party?
> yeap, yeap... a lot... =D

Read a great book?
> yes :)

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
> ndi pa ='C

Did you meet any new friends this year?
> yes!

Did you dislike anyone?
> somewhat like that XD

Did you grow apart from anyone?
> nope

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
> one

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2008: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?
> la eh XD

Did you get any presents?
> yes =)

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2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
> just highlight my hair, on my own =D

Did you change your style?
> My own fashion

Were you in school?
> Nope

Did you get good grades?
> working na aku! =D

Did you have a job?
> yes

Did you drive?
> I just hope...

Did you own a car?
> How I wish XD

Did anyone close to you give birth?
> nope

Did you go on any vacations?
> Yes

Would you change anything about yourself now?
> nope

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2008:Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?
> So so =)

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
> I just hope it will...

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I confess that in 2008 I...
( ) stayed single for almost the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow (WTF?) -> parang may ganito sa pinas XD
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) had your heart broken
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on Friendster
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
( ) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone

In 2008 I...

[x] broke a promise
[ ] fell out of love. (heavily.)
[x] lied
[x} cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had a high cell phone bill

What's yours? =D

Born in the Year of the Dog : Year of the Ox 2009 Forecast and Prediction

2008-12-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

Just want to share this article, I saw this link from a friend of mine.. enjoy~

The Dog (1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006) should brace himself for many changes in 2009. These changes which could go to extremes are either good or bad. Then again, having many happy and joyful events can help the Dog avoid the bad and negative events from happening. That is because happy events like having a baby, getting a new house or getting married can offset any mishaps and redirect any negative energy towards the positive direction.

Dogs are also advised to stay on the move or be mobile. By being always on the move and consciously introducing changes to his life, the Dog can turn negative energy into good ones. It would be a good year to pursue plans of working abroad or going overseas, same goes true in renovating the house.

There are two lucky stars shining on the Dog in 2009, these are Hua Gai and Sui Jia. The star Hua Gai represents artistic ability, intelligence and inspiration. This means that Dogs in the creative and design businesses would be more productive as they get lots of inspiration and at the same time enjoy more appreciation and recognition in the year of the Ox. With the star Sui Jia which represents progress and career promotion, the Dog can really look forward to a brighter year with a good chance of getting good career luck and better development.
The stars that the Dog should watch out for are the unlucky stars Jian Feng, Fu Shi, Huang Fan and San Xing. San Xing connotes poor human relationships while Jian Feng means injuries brought about by metal objects. By donating blood or getting the teeth cleaned by the dentist, the Dog can avoid these injuries. He is also advised to attend more joyful occasions as this could further boost his luck. If it is really necessary for the Dog to handle metal objects, he should be careful and he should always wear protection.

Fu Shi is a star that can bring poor communication between family members, this could even lead to arguments. This star can also affect the Dog’s health adversely which can be offset by doing more good deeds. And while the star Sui Jia would be bringing the Dog good career luck, the star Huang Fan would in turn be bringing in immense mental pressure that is associated with the Dog’s success. This can cause the Dog to work harder in order to achieve success. He is also advised to take extra caution and make sure to have enough time to rest, in spite of his busy work schedule.

Truly, the year of the Ox could be here sooner than we expect it to be and it is never really too early to prepare. The Chinese New Year Calendar has so much influence even in the western influenced countries that more people are looking forward to the changing of every year, especially those who are not having a good year at present.

for more and other info, just click this link

Did you enjoy your Christmas 2008?

2008-12-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

It's December 26, 2008, did you enjoy your Christmas? I hope you do :) 'cause I did (^^,)v so... how did your Christmas go?

Merry Christmas 2008

2008-12-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hello guys, to all people in the world and to all the people who are reading my blog... I want to greet you "a Merrry Christmas to you and your family" I hope you and your family have a great Christmas this year (^^,)v

December Season

2008-12-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

Christmas is just around the corner, people are here and there, rushing on buying Christmas present for their family, relatives and loved ones. This what I had experience these past two days at Greenhills and Makati (Glorietta, Landmark and Greenbelt) People rushing here and there to buy gifts, and it's a crowd I can say =.= but at the same time I enjoy window shopping :) thanks to my friend and of course my bf to accompany me. Just want to share pic what I bought from Greenhills...
cute three necklace that I bought from tyange and I really quite had a hard time to find these cute necklace, 'cause there are other stall who sell so expensive -o- and not in the reasonable price, so.. while walking, I saw another stall selling the same kind of necklace and at last I get to find a cheap with the same kind of necklace, and yes these are just fancy necklace 'cause they are cheap, but hey they're cute =D well, this necklace might also serve as one of a christmas gifts for myself =D aside from the BDJ Planner =p and one to come =D i hope I can get to buy it on wednesday =D

another thing that I want to share is the picture above, an Hello Kitty store soon to open at Greenbelt 5 Makati!! wee at last I can get to buy some Hello Kitty stuffs that I want =D I just hope that the price is reasonable, because openning a boutique at Greenbelt 5 prices are range from minimum of 5digit in peso =p

Guess I will go to sleep now XD 'cause it's quite late already here (in the Phlippines) =p and I still need to wake up early for my cleaning continuation XD and I still have quite a back pain ='C

Hope you guys have a great weekend this week and Hope you guys will also have a good day tomorrow (^^,)/

So.. good night, sleep tight guys~

Updates + Vacation

2008-12-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

For Updates : I got my laptop last Saturday but I get to use it just yesterday 'cause I setup our network connection here at home and I also install some software for my laptop to be protected. Now I can get to update my site and blog every now and then when I get home. Unlike before, I need few minute time to update my site and blog after my work hours and before I go home which I fail to do and having hard time to maintain it. 'Cause I am so busy at work and all I want is to go home and rest. Now I got my laptop and now is the chance to catch up where I left off. As for vacation; Today, is my vacation day 3, but can I call this vacation? 'cause I'm cleaning my room and some trashes XD but I can say I enjoy =D it's not that I don't enjoy my work, it's just that I really need a break or I'll be the one who will break down XD as far as I can say, I am enjoying my vacation, 'cause I get to do what I want to do.

Christmas is just around the corner have you prepare your gifts to your loved ones, relatives and friends, 'cause we only have few days to go.... =)

random rant....

2008-12-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

Well, this is just a random updates of my life, and right now I want to write this blog because certain people really so immature. Why there are some people saying they are mature but they act immature? By cannot face the fact by themselves. This really pissed me and I really hate these kind of people. Imagine, older than you and claiming that they know more or a lot than you. The worst part is that, he/she is nearly getting married, but still he/she still stay the same "what an" attitude that annoy people. I really wonder, how his/her partner treat, tolerate, or even endure this kind of attitude. And his/her attitude really annoy and affect a lot of people. Some other people told me that "let him/her be." "let he/she do what she want" "bahala siya" etc. I said "he/she will not change! because you always let him/her do what she want. this kind of person cannot change unless he/she get to collide with someone who has the same attitude as hers or who can fight back, like me or it can be other people." I know, some of you will say that, you are just digging your own grave or looking for a problem or naghahanap ng sakit ng ulo. but this kind of people should not be tolerated, 'cause they won't learn. If they won't learn anything or something by the time we collide... well, all I can say is "good luck to him/her, that when then day comes and she get to taste her own poison, she is strong enough to take it or accept it. 'Cause I can say, there are people out there who are a lot meaner than me and worst than my attitude who fight back of what he/she had done.

What is your wishlist?

2008-12-12T10:14:00.001+08:00

Christmas is now just around the corner, let's share wishlist...

Well, my wishlist for Christmas are :

1. Hellolulu Canvas lapotop tote - this product line features cotton canvas construction with weather resistant treatment (a.k.a. water proof_ =D

2. Nikon D90

3. Ipod nano chromatic 16GB

Why these 3? As for the Hellolulu Canvas laptop tote, is for my extra bag if ever I will wash my timbuk2 laptop bag. For Nikon D90, at last, because of my friend, I found my passion, the thing I love most to do that I had almost forgotten, is taking pictures. I will invest this camera for my future. Ipod nano chromatic, a music player on the go, 'cause right now I am using my bf's mp3.

I just hope that my wish will come true =p kahit isa sa tatlo =p

What are you wishlist for this Christmas?

picture credits : all over the internet

World is so small isn't it? a.k.a. Small world

2008-12-09T11:30:00.001+08:00

Been experiencing this, these past few months of this year, you never really expect that a person who become your friend is also a friend of your friend, a relative of your friend, a friend of your relative, a classmate of the person you know or a classmate of your relatives. And this happen a lot of times to me and I find it funny and always say "World is so small"

1. was my bf brother is my sister highschool classmate;
2. my bf brother is a friend of my friend;
3. the wife of my bf bro is the former classmate of a friend of mine;
4. my bf's cousin, kinda know my friend on their school, since my friend is 4 years higher batch.
6. the daughter of my fathers' friend, who became my sister god father on her wedding, was the former classmate of a friend of mine too;
6. is that my sister fiancee's cousin was my former co-worker

Thinking of this experience just makes me smile and I can say it's really a such a small world, who could be next? so how about you?

Will you cosplay next year? What new character will you cosplay?

2008-11-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

These are the questions I get from some of my few friends, well my answer is "I'm sure on one event only, and that will be the OzineFest '09, but I'm not sure on the other events. But I will still attend the other events even I will not cosplay" What Character will I cosplay? I'm not going to Cosplay new character *sad but true* 'cause I have to budget my money on my other goals and that affect my future goal. And some of my friend already know what it is, if you are reading this.

If got some extra cash, I might cosplay again on 2010, yes it's so far but have to plan, 'cause I plan to cosplay a character and the costume is hard to make. So see you on the other a future events :)

Thank you.... from Rider

2008-10-31T14:02:00.003+08:00

Hi... really sorry for very late post of thank you letter... due to hectic schedule and heavy load from my work... but as they say, 'better late than never', right... I just hope for those people who read this, they'll also appreciate it :)

My thank you :
First of all, I would like to thank you Mang Carding, my costume maker, who help me till the end. without him, my costume might not finish on time. To my photographer friend, Marc, Robin, Paul, and other photographer that Robin called XD To Jaz, who was also there, even for just a little while in visiting and accompanying me for a little while. To my bestfriend Garry who help me maintain my wig and stuffs. To hot mama Gaylee Gayle, who even just drop by in the event. And of course, last but not the least, to the special someone on my heart, my sweet angel, who accompany me from the very first till the very end of the event and also who assist me in my costime and my wig XD~ . And as for my courage, I would like to thank Marc, Robin, Garry, Jaz, Garry and my sweet angel. It's a big thing for me, for those people who visit me or just drop by for few hours, and I really appreciate it and would never forget it. Even so, I can still feel their support. As for the award, I would also like to thank the judges for choosing me as the Otakuzine Pick, I really didn't expect it. This also add up my happiness. And to the audience, I hope I had given joy to you.

My thank you :
Cosplay Mania, is the second time that I join Cosplay again. I got to see Mang Carding again and got to have picture with him. He told me "Swerte naman ang ginawan ko, dami gusto magpapicture sayo" "Swerte ako! Dahil sayo ako nagpagawa at dahil hindi niyo po ako pinabayaan" I replied and we're both happy on each other, me being his client and he being my costume maker. My friend photographer Marc, Robin, Paul was also there to take some shots of me, and of course with the other cosplayers XD~ with my surprise I didn't know that my bestbud did go also together with Chardy and his wife sistah Avic! *miss you* and also ahia Art for being there visit me too (^^,)v and also my bestfriend Garry. Of course my sweet angel there to accompany me from the very beginning till the end of the event. I was really happy when ahia art told me that I have tarp hanging in the event and I really didn't expect that I will got in the top 30. 'Cause first, I pass and register my photo quite late already and getting in the top 30 Animax Maximum Cosplay Photo Resume Contest did give me challenge because there are a lot of people who register for the Animax contest. when I register for the photo contest, I think I was in 1k+ contestant and I can also say that there are a lot of promising cosplayers who register, and I mean A LOT XD~ Aside from that, getting in the Top 2 for the Animax Maximum Cosplay Photo Resume Contest give me a real shock and an additional big happiness to me that day *kulang na lang ma-tears of joy ako XD* Even not in the top 3 of the Cosplay Mania award is okay with me, because there are a lot of promising cosplayer in 150 contestant. But! getting in the Top 2 of Animax Maximum Cosplay Photo Resume Contest is also one of the big thing for me. It gave me big impact for people to appreciate me Cosplaying Rider of Fate/Stay Night, and I am very thankful to that.

For those who voted me on the Animax Maximum Cosplay Photo Resume Contest, "THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH" without your votes, I will not be standing on that stage... Thank you very much....

From - Rider

CosplayMania 2008

2008-10-15T14:56:00.005+08:00

Another cosplay convention I attended. The experience was great, I get to meet new cosplayer, though not their real names. Venue was quite small for this kind of event, at first there was no cosplayers area like in the AniCon, so I change my costume at the restroom. Then few hours later, the host announce that there will be a cosplayers area and I said "Buti naman meron" but then I couldn't find it at first due to over crowd people in the area. And then me and my boyfriend first saw the Baggage area XD instead of the cosplayers area, then we left few of our baggage since we got 5, then afterwards we look for the cosplayers area and glad we found it and have a seat. Cosplay catwalk is about to start at 4pm so all cosplayers were called to their notice. While waiting in the cosplayers area we cosplayers got really toasted at the area due to over crowd cosplayers. The catwalk stage was big enough for catwalk naman. Except yung sa pagakyat kasi nakaslant yun eh TT_TT and it give me a very hard time to go up and down the stage kasi nadudulas ako *:o* glad there are volunteer and marshals to help me XD As for the venue, it was over crowd for the people who visit there, kasi ang hirap maglakad lakad dahil sa sobrang sikip. I saw other cosplayer outside the Hall due to over crowd people inside the hall. That's why I only stay at one location inside the hall, which is near the Cosplay work shop =p

It was early that I changed clothes, because I was kinda tired maybe because of the event also, sikip kasi XD

anyhow, few days before this event, I was praying and hoping that I will catch up and get in the 30 contestant for the Animax Maximum Cosplay Photo Resume Contest kasi super delay na ako nagpass ng picture ko, kasi sa AniCon lang ako nagkaroon ng picture ng cosplay ko XD and that was Oct 7 *I think* During the event, at first I didn't saw my tarp so I told myself "better luck next time" then my friend told me "ey! saw you on a tarp" then I said "wow~ really?! where?!" Then he point where my tarp was hang, I was so happy because I got in, 'cause there are a lot of people who post in the Resume Contest and I got in the 30 =) 'cause there are a lot of promising cosplayers who post for the Photo Resume Contest also. When it was awarding time for the Animax Maximum Cosoplay Photo Resume Contest, ganda ng pagkakataon kasi I was just standing across the stage. As they are announcing nanonood lang ako while looking at the cute hats that the booth is selling. When they said, 2nd place goes to Resume #21, nagulat ako, I didn't expect it and syempre masaya din, sabi pa nga ng girl host, "kita ko siya kanina, asan na siya?" sabi naman ng guy host "Resume #21, where are you?" tawa nga ako habang naglalakad ako papunta sa stage. and it made me really happy na napili ako sa top 3 =) and I really want to thank all the people who vote me, dahil sa vote niyo nakapasok ako sa top 3, "maraming maraming salamat po. Thank you very very much" As the event end, it was kinda late na rin na nakuha ko tarp ko kasi tagal nila kuya T_T inaasar pa nga ako eh XD ihuli na daw ung akin... bad nila noh? XD pero still thanks.

AniCon 2008

2008-10-09T12:58:00.002+08:00

AniCon 2008, after 5 years... I attend this kind of convention again and also I didn't expect that I will cosplay again :p Before I told myself that I'm already 25, getting old already and must be mature but guess what cosplay prove me wrong and tell me that anyone can cosplay as long as you want too. For me, masasabi kong successful ang cosplay na ito kasi portray ko yung anime character na gusto ko. And I am also happy that the audience like it. Natuwa din ako kasi napasa ko rin ang mga audience. I didn't expect that I won on the special award as the Otakuzine Pick. And this give me a confidence to cosplay again. Hmm.. sino na kaya ang next character na cosplay ko?
I would like to thank you all the people who support me in this event, for Mang Carding as my weapon and costume maker through the last minute, hindi niya ako pinabayaan. The wig that I got from Manequinne Inc. To the photographers Marc Angelo Sy and Robinson Ang. And also to my bestfriend Garry for keeping me company from time to time and help me with my hair XD and also last but not the least to by very sweet sweet angel of my life, let's call him sweetangel :p I would like to thank him for keeping me company and help me all the time. With out you guys I don't know what will happen to me.

As for the event, the venue is quite small because there are a lot of PC's there for sameple gaming and 79 invidual cosplayer and 3 group cosplayers. And there are a lot of promising cosplayers I can say. Stage is quite small but I'm not complaining, because the event is AniCon not concentrate on anime only, it also includes gaming consoles. Pictures will be uploaded as soon I got the complete collection from those two photographers of mine :) Will there be a next AniCon? I wonder.... :)

P.S.
I would also like to thank you sa award na nakuha ko as Otakuzine Pick, I really didn't expect it that I will get recognize :) syempre, happy din ako =D

Minsan ng Primer, created by DOLYA

2008-09-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Batang Yagit for the Win!

2008-09-18T00:42:00.007+08:00

My votes for the Bloggers' Choice Award for the 2008 Philippine Blog Awards goes to Batang Yagit. I don't know Batang Yagit in person, but I know he deserves this award because my best online buddy Jehzeel said so.

Are you Korean? or Japanese?

2008-09-06T09:12:00.000+08:00

These are always the question, when people ask me. Even when the first time they see me, they always wonder if I am a Korean or Japanese. At first, I really never get used to it but as years past, I started getting used to it, maybe because of my hairstyle? or the look?. But I always never get used to it when people stare me for quite long because it makes me think that a) Did I dress something wrong? b) Is there any problem with my hair? or c) Do I have something on my face.

Well, asking me if I am a Korean or Japanese now makes me flattering, becaue I'm just a plain pure Chinese girl, who was born here in the Philippines yet other people look me as foreigner. The cons are just my problem, specially when I will go to tyangge, or divisoria to buy something cheap, when they look at me and think I'm a foreigner they will call the price higher and they thought I don't know /pif, and that is really bad XD~ that's why sometimes I always wear a cap if I will go to tyangge so the cap might help me cover my face =p

difference between anger and hate

2008-08-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

This is what I found in the internet, what is the meaning and difference between anger and hate. Anger is a strong feeling of displeasure and belligerence aroused and Hate is intense dislike. which are you? anger, hate or none?

another Sanuk sandals here, but this is for mens. This sandal is call Draggin' and it's the new , recently release

A sunny day

2008-08-28T18:45:00.004+08:00

today was a fine day, it didn't even rain and that's a good news =) well, as for work, still busy as a bee and time really flies so fast when you love what your working and also when you're really busy and didn't even notice the time =p

This was the picture I've taken this morning

And this was the picture taken this afternoon

It's really nice to see a clear sky like this and the feeling, I feel so relax. How about you guys?

While on the other side, got this new sandals for me =D On the other side, got this new sandals for me, this sandals brand called Sanuk, ever heard of it? Sanuk store is open at Robinson Ermita, on the middle of the midtown area (forgot the floor), Glorietta, Mall of Asia. This shoe model called Scribble (for women) there's also Scribble (for men)

"These are not shoes, they're sandals" this is what they say and yes! it really is a sandals and not shoes.

want it? Hurry! visit Sanuk store nearest you! :) There are also other kinds of Sanuk sandals that you can choose :)

low pressure? darn?!

2008-08-16T19:04:00.003+08:00

these past few days it always rain so hard, it started 5pm onwards then will flood all the manila area and it's very hard to go home. I heard on the new that Philippines is experiencing low pressure and will expect rain shower and thunderstorm. Today, it didn't rain hard and I'm glad because I'm working outside as of the moment while updating my blog since I quite lost track here. Sorry guys, for those who are keeping track of my blog. I really appreciate for those people who are dropping by my blog.

Also, two days ago, it's so "darn" this is all I can say what I'm feeling until right now. Because of all the people I have, I have those who are back stabber. Those who can do things behind your back, and I really don't understand why they do that and what they earn on that? And it's so ashamed because they are older than me and what they can only do was that? why don't they want to confront me? sa tagalog kasi "lokohan na makitungo sa mga tanong ganyan" and other people will say "hindi na pinapansin yung mga taong ganyan" and yes, it's right. But what if you see them everyday? Seeing them already make me sick even I don't talk to them and what's more worse is that they do something like that behind my back. I want to confront them but due to the age @_@ I cannot just in the form of respect. I told my bf "Seems like 'respect' is in not their dictionary" at kung walang ganyan sa dictionary nila, well might as well bastusan na.

Well, rant out ko lang ito XD~ I just hope you (people out there) don't experience something same like what I'm experiencing right now. Nakakabanas un eh @_@ Well, guys I just hope you have a nice weekend okay? Happy weekend ^^,v

Another New Month...

2008-08-01T15:48:00.002+08:00

August 01, another new month for us. well, I just wish that I can have a good start, like on my work, studies and life. How about you guys? what awaits you? I hope you have another good start on august ^^,v

Happy day!

Learn Something New...

2008-07-18T10:05:00.002+08:00

Last night, the moon was so perfect, round and bright alone in the sky. I told my mom that the moon was so beautiful and I told her to see it and when she saw he, she suddenly remember and said "oh, i suddenly remember, today in Chinese calendar, date it 15" Then I ask, what does it have to do with the 15th? She said "In Chinese calendar, every 15th day of the month, the moon is round" And me living for 25 years, I just knew it last night and it's something new to me =p

Why did I post this? because I like looking at the sky when nothing to do. Wherever I am, when I am outside I always look up the sky to look for the moon or the stars if they are any. I don't know why I always look up in the sky, but I get the feeling of peace whenever I always look up the sky or sea. And I like scenery that's why the first step that I've done is buying a digital camera for me to picture the scene I've never seen or it's so beautiful or capturing the best moment in anytime. Because best moment don't happen easily, it's just happen in just one click :)

here's the picture of the moon :)

A Rainy day ,Judgement day! -- wil miss my friends

2008-06-21T17:57:00.003+08:00

Early morning today, or should I say since last midnight, manila started raining and it's raining hard. And today is also my Final Exam on my Intermediate 2 Japanese Language and I just hope I pass, because I still need 63 point in order to reach the half point of the grade. How about you guys? How's the weather on your country? Is is rainy also?

I also had my lunch out with my Japanese classmates, it's like enjoying the fullest on our last day because we do not know if we will still meet again or when we will meet again. Well, for me, one thing for sure is that I will miss them.... ...a lot...

... even just now, I already miss them... miss you my friends... hope to see you again and soon or should I say, ja matta ne~ kiwotsukette kudasai!

Saturday Saturday Saturday

2008-06-14T16:05:00.002+08:00

Well, after all the moving office thingy, this is the first saturday that I go to the office. I go to office to study, but it seems I'm wrong, because I do a little work and now it's already 4:21PM. Time really flies so fast when you're doing a lot of things. and also I decide to post a little here in my blog to keep you guys updated on what is happen to Angels' life ^^,v

Anyways, today I feel like it's a really a coincidence day and also a great day I can say because I got a surprise though I bought it but still I get to got my dream thing. And here the story goes, I walk from D.Jose Till Carriedo to pass by my bf shop because I was going to return his pain killer.

While I was walking along Carriedo, a lot of stuff toys caught my eyes, then I was thinking to go inside the shop. It's a surplus shop, they sell some second hand items and some surplus items while I was about to go inside, there was this big poster posted "Surplus items from Japan" and that's the time I decided to go inside. Because I felt that this might be a good chance that I can get something straight from Japan. At first I want to buy this 60cm transparent umbrella, because it's cute and still useful, it only cost P50. And then I go to the stuff toy section since that was my first aim, then I saw this blue teddy bear, it was kinda different that caught in my eyes. So I decided to buy, then I notice the necktie ribbon of the teddy bear it's A-nation. I look the bear clearly if it's really from A-nation Japan and GOSH! It's real, and I am not dreaming because this was the bear I wish to have one! so I ask this sales lady how much does the teddy bear cost, and it only cost P120 and I didn't hold back and get the bear. I was still on my shopping mode then I saw this little cute white stuff toy, it was called nanami-chan it was so cute then I decided to buy it. Nanami-chan cost P55. When I was about to go to cashier to buy these stuffs, I suddenly remember that I haven't bring a lot of money, well it's my bad, because it was a surprise for me to pass by a shop like that and I have only bring along few money. So I decided to give up the transparent umbrella.

While I was still on shopping, there's someone shouting saying "Those are original from Japan and you get it cheap here" it was sorta marketing for that and I think that guy is the owner or one of the owner. paying I was asking for discount =p then this cashier gave me 8% discount and I was happy because still that 8% was a discount. Then while I was on my way out, the guy *who is shouting before* approach me and give me a shake hand and thank me. And he also bow to me, so my hunch became bigger because I think he's a Japanese. Because only a Japanese owner or manager approaches customer personally and talk to customer personally even just saying "Thank you"

this was the A-nation teddy bear I was talking about ^^v

and this was Nanami-chan I was talking about.
Aren't these two cute? ^^v

Well, just want to share my happiness to the world ^^v Have a nice weekend guys! and Take Care always

Mozilla’s Firefox 3.0 Coming on June 17

2008-06-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

Just an update for those people who's using Mozilla Firefox as their default Internet Browser just like me. Mozilla Firefox will release it's version 3.0 on June 17! and it's official! Right now you can download their Candidate release at their website, for testing.

Join the pledge! And let us set Firefox 3 on Guinness World Record for Most Software Downloaded in 24 Hrs.

What's new on Firefox 3?
More Secure : it has it's Malware protection, Web Forgery protection, Anti-virus integration and it has better protection against cross-site JSON data leaks
Easier to Use : easy password management, simplified add-ons installation, Resumable download
More Personal : Quick add bookmark, Tags, Smart Bookmarks folder, Places organizers, Web-based protocol handlers
Improved Performance : Speed -- means more faster browsing and with Javascript clock speed, Memory usage -- with less memory usage, Reliability

For more info, click here!

credits : picture that I get randomly on the internet.

June 12 -- Independence Day!

2008-06-12T12:34:00.003+08:00

Today is the day that Philippines celebrate Independence Day! The day Philippines gain freedom. And guess what? All LRT1, LRT2, MRT Station get free ride from 5am till 9am then 5pm till 7pm. Since the original Holiday was move to June 9, so we get to work today June 12. I just hope that I have few loads on my work today too =p

Have a nice day guys~ Take Care! ^^,v

TO : Sizzlin' Pepper Steak Trinoma Branch

2008-06-05T10:27:00.004+08:00

To whoever read this, I just want to share my experience with this restaurant. And I want to reach this out to all the people in the world, specially for those who are residing and visiting here in the Philippines. and also to the owner of the branch to check his/her staff on what they are really doing.

The first time I visit Sizzlin' Pepper Steak House in Trinoma Branch, me and my boyfriend got a good service from this Female Manger, if I remember it correctly, her name was Myla or Maila * I do not remember the right spelling loh~ XD~ * But anyways, she accommodate us with a good customer service and the service was fast even they have only few staffs. That's the time I decide that if I go to Trinoma again, I will eat at Sizzlin' Pepper Steak again

The second time me and my boyfriend decided to eat at Sizzlin' Pepper Steak because we got a good service before. June 01, 2008, the very first day of June that made me piss off and this was a total different from before, a total vise versa. When we got in the restaurant (6:30 PM), I didn't have the good vibe from the girl who accommodate us. Just when I saw her face, she don't have the friendly smile to the customer and good customer service. That was the first strike. When we sat down, we decide what to order, it took us 5 minutes to decide. When we're about to order, no waiter or any staff approach to us, even we raise our hand for quite some time. It took us 10 minutes for the staffs to wait for us (6:45 PM). And that was the time I decide and count how many minutes do they take their services. The drinks came so fast so I thought it was a coupe up for us. I waited my soup for 10 minutes (6:55 PM) still excusable for me because I know how long a soup cook. We waited the food for almost 30 minutes plus. During our waiting on our food, around 20 minutes had pass (7:15 PM), we were raising our hand for our follow up. but no waiter approach us again, that was the time I start getting irritated again. This was strike 3. I was looking around the restaurant, other people who get in the restaurant and order later than us, they got their order faster than us. after 5 minutes (7:20 PM)(we were still raising our hand) at last a waiter approach us and ask what we need, my bf told the waiter that we are following up the food that we order, and the waiter said that he will check out our order, but he never get back to us. The girl I was talking about before, who don't have the friendly smile, just pass by us, even we are still raising our hand, as if we were not there or even not existed (that was so rude). I told my boyfriend that I'm pissed off already and if the time reach 7:30 PM I will walk out this restaurant and pay what we only have, which is our drinks and the soup only. And it was only 3 minutes left, to reach 7:30 PM. During that 10 minutes I was looking around the restaurant and looking to the girl, who always got the not good look, like she's in a bad mood. I told my bf, that when you are working on a restaurant and if you are not in the good mood, you cannot show it to the customer, because that's bad. I also saw their POS counter, and there is a highlight word said "Always wear a SMILE to your customer". I told my bf that what is the use of the highlighted word in the POS counter if they are not using it. And the girl even don't have her name tag pin on and she's the only one person who don't wear her name tag. All the staff are wearing it. We got our food around 7:27 PM, my bf told the waiter "Ang tagal ha.." and it's like the waiter didn't hear it because he never even say "sorry" to us and just accommodated us. when the waiter left us, I told my bf that what he had done to us is not enough for the very long time that we waited. And that is also the time that we decided that we might not go back and eat at Sizzlin' Pepper Steak if we go to Trinoma again.

Even if they reason out that they have few staffs on that they, why still other people who got in the restaurant and order food later than us got their order first than us. And also, even when the first time we ate there, they also had few staffs and there are a lot of customers too. but we got our good service. And this second time, (base on my observation) the customer are just okay, not to many and not to few. There are not people who are in the waiting area in that time. But why their service are so slow?

Still a mess XD

2008-04-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

well, as for work as you can see my table is still a mess, after the movement to our new location of our office and guess what, my PC broke XD~. Because we still have a lot of things to do @_@ and I assume that after a month I can break free and fix up my PC and table =D

april days...

2008-04-07T19:31:00.002+08:00

wow! days really past so fast and I didn't realize that it's April already ~.~ and wow! it's very hot here in the Philippines, as the weather forecast says, Philippines will be having a hot June T_T oh man, I just hope I can tolerate the weather T_T Really sorry guys, for those people who are reading my blog I am very sorry for the very very slow updates.

well, as for work, I've been very busy all along, starting mid-March. Because our office is moving to a new location and there are a lot of things (as the word says, A LOT OF THINGS) need to polish and be implemented and we don't have a lot of time, because there are also a lot of concerns about the new location. Well, all I can say is new location, new people and new problem XD~ well, I just hope things will be okay as days goes by....

and as for my personal life, I'm getting thiner due to my busy work T_T and there are a lot of people told me to eat more XD~ but hey! how can I eat more if I'm so busy at my work and when I got home all I want is to sleep but of course, talk to my sweet angel is in the list before sleeping :p We are now 2 years already and going strong, and I pray we go till the end. Well, got to go guys, really for the very slow update, but I promise I will coupe up with you guys, once I got out of my cage XD~

God bless you guys and have a happy weekdays as the way it should start ^^,v

slow pace....

2008-03-20T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hi guys... really sorry if my blog is in a slow pace of update these past few months and weeks... due to my work sched, it was so hectic and really busy. But I promise that I will try my best to update my blog every now and then and I won't stop posting... nothing can stop me from posting... Have a nice Holy week guys ^^v

... Reasons...

2008-02-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

We live our life eversince the day we were born, I know that there's a reason why we were born, because there is something for us to do in to this world. Some of us, find the reason to live and to live stronger but does the reason really necessary? Does the reason should always be there? Even expressing your feelings? Do we have to have a reason to express our feelings? and should be acceptable by others? And if not acceptable by others you lose? I know life is unfair but why? well, I know other people will say 'that's life, so life sucks' but why it have to be that way? Some other people will say that, maybe that's the way how they care or concern about you... but why they cannot feel that they are already hurting that person? If they really care about that person they should also know and feel how the person feel... I just hope... I just really hope.... that one day... one day... that will come....

Heart shape for you...

2008-02-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

Heart Shape to all the people in the world... Hope you guys did enjoy your Valentine's Day :) as for me I did enjoy =) Happy weekend ^^v

Happy Heart's Day!

2008-02-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all people all over the world ^^,v hope you enjoy your Valentine's Day with your love ones

1 day to go ^^v

2008-02-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I guess some of you with couples or not are excited about Hearts day~ and it's only 1 day away, well.. here in the Philippines :p I just wish all of the people in the world that hope you guys enjoy your Valentine's Day~

February -- Month of Hearts ^^v

2008-02-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

February is also knows as the months of hearts and as for me, I still have a lot of work stuffs to do =p and I really need to finish it asap or my boss will kill me xp~ just kidding boss, if you ever pass by my blog =p I wish a lot of people will be happy on the hearts day and enjoy their day with their love ones =)

Day 05 sweet angel apart

2008-01-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

well, technically today is day 5 already because it's pass 12am of wednesday lah~ XD well, days are still the same for me but after I heard your voice last Sunday night, I feel much better and I somehow become worry free. But of course you cannot let me feel a little worry because you are apart me, I always think of you, like how are you doing there? Area you okay there? are you eating well there? and many other things. As these past few days past and somehow we have our communication quite back to normal, I am very happy that you are okay there and you eat well :) well, about the hotel thing... hmm... maybe you just got out of luck XD but still I want you to live well there. After we have our chat last night (because today is already thursday lah~ XD) I feel much better and better because you're okay and very fine there and I am happy that you are eating and living well there, but there is only one problem... I miss you so much my sweet angel.. hope I can see you soon :)

Day 1 without sweet angel....

2008-01-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

I thought it would be easy but I realize today, it's not... I know it's just a week but I already misses him so much even at this moment. This really makes me sad, somehow I want to let myself get busy on my work so it won't let me feel sad for a while but my heart can't, right now my heart is getting even with my brain. This is what I am, when my heart speaks I brain can't work properly, I hope I can survive this.

And as for you my sweet angel, I will always pray for you to keep you safe always....

2008 lah~

2008-01-22T09:40:00.000+08:00

Though it's quite late lah~ but still better late than never =D welcome 2008 and in the beginning of the year, I wish all the people in the world to have a great 2008 ^^v and as for me, wish me luck on my life, my age of + 1 and also my work XD~ take care guys :D

few days to go

2007-12-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

it's 4 days to before Christmas and it's my last day of work as too :D Though I will still be going to office on the 26th-28th because I'll be teaching dance for our company dance competition, wish me luck :D and also, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of the people in the world :)

December days...

2007-12-11T09:11:00.000+08:00

month of December already started and I haven't been posting for a while because of busy schedule of my work... TT_TT Rainy days sometimes come sometimes go here in the Philippines, you can feel the cold days already, but this year is not just a normal cold but a so cold December. Can this be related to the Global Warming that other people are saying? hmm.. well i hope not because I don't want be the end of the world XD Well have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year guys :D

Love.... and Work...

2007-11-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

Guess when you really love someone, you will do anything for them even it sometimes hurt you or makes you sad... let's change topic =D about my work recently? Well, it's starting to get pile up again because of license sorting @_@ and I get dizzy for that T_T well, wish me luck for that T__T

As days pass...

2007-11-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Days really pass so fast and it's already November... only few days and it will be December loh~ and my company again says that we'll move around start of December, well... All I need to do is just to wait for that day because who knows the date might moved again :p And about work, a lot of stuffs have to be done and it's already top of my head lah >.< Even maintaining this blog is quite slow again lah and with my BH family is also fading lah and I don't want it because I love posting and writing thing and stuffs that I learn all in my life and all the memories that I've experice. ^^v

Well, this is all I can say as of today... I hope you guys will have a great start of the week... take care and god bless... and to my BH family, love yah and miss yah all ^^v

Busy days...

2007-10-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

wow~ it's been a while that I didn't post here... sorry, because I've been busy these past few weeks... but don't worry I will make it up next week... hope you guys have a nice weekend this week ^^v

2 day big responsibility....

2007-09-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

Day 1 : It was a big big responsibility that gave it to me , last Sept. 26 and 27, 2007. We are only 3 in the office, because our other personnel have other seminar, training and technical to attend. 1 HW, 2SW and 1SRD. HW is the most major service in our Department, because we only not entertain service internally but also externally (for our stores). A lot of people been calling here and there and I was really been running around all over our work place. And in the afternoon, something happened. One of our AVR that is supporting our UPS for our 3 Server got problem and I get to change another new AVR first. Then after 5 minutes, we smell like something is burning and I realize that it was the new AVR that we change is burning, 2 servers are already down and the major server is still continuing but nearly going dead. My full concentration was on that server because our server cannot go dead unless we really do no have a choice. Then at last, i found the solution. But while I was on my momentum, this person shock me up that make me angry and shout at him and I almost cried because I suddenly burst out. I was really really mad at him during that time, because I cannot find the reason why did he do that for? To change the mood? it's okay to change the mood but not during that time, it's not proper.

Day 2 : Pressure still on me, because we are still lack of people. but I was able to handle the situation in good condition and I am satisfied on that day.

RESPONSIBILITY is really a challenge in me, because if you ask me.... I am not a responsible person, even my friend says that I am a responsible person, because that is how and what I feel. This is me, i know what I feel and I know what I do. But in this work, i think i must push that inorder to survive >.<

!@#%!@ really happens >=(

2007-09-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

guys, sorry about the word that I will say but sh!t really happens when you are just living in your own and quite world. Because someone hacked my yahoo account and guess what?! He or She is asking load from the people in my ym list. Here's my story, it's 4pm today and I'm at my office, I visit my dentist to have some checkup and after an hour that I get back (so that makes it 5pm) I got sign-out on my ym. I didn't mind first, because I though that our internet just got intermittent and I got sign-out then when I log-in for how many time and my friend starting to text me about something "Are you asking for load?" I said no and I told them that I have a hunch that I got hack. And after I have log-in a lot of times, that i have proven that I got hack. My friend was asking me, who is that person and why will that hacked me? I said, I cannot think of anyone because my account is just a year and half old; and I also do not know the purpose of that person @_@ I just wish that, whoever hack my account will get his/her karma it time...

...Rain...

2007-09-19T09:02:00.000+08:00

Rain reminds me of who I am and what I am before. Rain gives me the sad feeling but I don't mind about it because that is the way i grow up. Everytime when it rains, something sad always happen to me at the same time. Yesterday, when I got home around 8pm, it rain so hard and it remind of me of what I am before, but I am not sad... that's the only time that I can reminisce what really I am.

at last... first wish came true...

2007-09-11T18:14:00.001+08:00

at last, one of my wish came true. And this is it!!! ^^v I reach my first ever wish :D It's really hard but also same time happy. Guess, when you want something in life (like things, goals, etc.) and when you work hard for it, it really feels great. I hope I can have my other wish come true :D

I am really happy that because at last, i got my first wish. Know why? because I like taking pictures and capture every good moment in every chance that I got :D more pictures to update here i guess? ^^v

Troma part 2?

2007-09-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

Oh my~ what happen O.O I didn't expect this to happen. We ICT Group go out at the same time and our boss suddenly come to our room and all she can see is an empty room >.< and when I get back I hear from my other department says that our boss is looking for us and she look frustrated ('o') and I rush to her to make it up but it didn't happen but I am still glad that she didn't get mad at me, instead she talk to me seriously regarding our issues and our work style... and yes, she has a point.. I feel so shame about that... but know what's more trouble? My people, don't want to listen what I am saying and even how I feel. Guess, that's why I don't want to be boss all along because I am not so strict at people and people don't listen to me....

1 and 1/2 year and still going strong... choices...

2007-09-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

wow~ days really past so fast and look at us now... still going strong and I am very happy to tell all the people in the world that you are the greatest guy I've ever met in my whole life. My other friend says that, that is just now because we'll never predict what will happend in the future and know what I've told them? Furture is for us to decide and the only thing we need to do is to stand on our right decision and make the right choice in life. In life, we make a lot of choices, some are wrong and some are right. But it's still the point of view of each individual, what if person A has a choice and he feels its the right choice? but other says it's wrong? In life, we have our own choices in each of our own point of view. That's why in life, you cannot dictate that persons choice because you are not the one who holds the life of other people. And we stand by own choices. That staying with you for the rest of my life is my choice, giving you up not easily is also my choice and Loving your for the rest of my life is my feeling for you to the end and I will stand my decision till the end. Happy Monthsary my dearest and Love you very much, always and forever *HuGs*

I am happy with my life and I hope other people in the world are also happy like me spending time with your family, friends and loved one.